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Thursday, February 13, 2014

embrace it... qada' n qadar...

assalamualaikum...

today i remember my dad. the momment in which he past away. helplessly being back n forth in front of the icu hoping that it was not him.

the code blue that the nurse just shut out. hmmm... it still resonate within my mind...

it seem like it was just yesterday that he had been calling me asking what i had for dinner today... it seem like it was just now he send me to the airport...

when i was in a bad place, he come for me at his age. stay here for 7 days. he was a good father. he still is with his advice n everythings that he left behind.

how people come into your life, ruin it n have your parents pick you up. the value of family...

i'm going to have my own family soon enough dad, with whom that i'm sure will remain faithful to me for the rest of her life. for me, if i could become half the man you are. i am more than grateful to Allah S.W.T.

-MAZHAD-
a dear son, a future husband...

Friday, December 20, 2013

past, future and present...

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assalamualaikum...

hey you... don't you u dare be mad at me... bla3... hmmm... we fought a lot recently... this and that... not up to the mark that i consider unhealthy... i'm not in a stage of denial... i know how unhealthy argument looks like... i was in some of them back then...

hopefully this will all end when i'm in semporna... a lot to think about rather than thinking about fighting you... i hate when i have to defend myself when the truth is i'm not doing anything wrong...
 
 anyhow... i hope your result will be better... and our engagement last... i'm not hoping... i'm trying hard... i'm sorry if i was thinking much about the past... i'm just human after all... i try to look at what i have today...

-mazhad-
try harder for your next exam...
 
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Thursday, December 19, 2013

a blessing in disguise...

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assalamualaikum...

what happen, happen for a reason... anger come from discontent. if u take u'r life as it is... be content with what u have... then u will see everything as a blessing in disguise...

long ago my friend ask me what does the saying mean... me friend is going to get married on the 25th of December.. i explain to him what it means... i said i am quite content with my life... everything is wonderful...

then shits happen... nothing to elaborate...everything happen so fast that i was lost... i was so angry, i was full of vengeance... i was so mad that i blame everything and anything around me...

those dark days... i learn couples of things. the most important is to be content again... nowadays i think of everything that happen as a blessing in disguise... living life itself is a blessing... as long as you make most of your life...

-mazhad-
someone use to say wall eee... even that make me laugh
just learn to be content with your life

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

i juz got to know u...

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assalamualaikum...

it's not like i know u for 8 years or anythings... it's not like we are from the same area... it's not like we are the same age... i know we have our differences... anyhow, diversity can create unity...

i got to know u just a while before leaving the institute... then we did not contacted each other up until i got posted and things started to go upside down... i looked for you and you said think deeply as you give me a chance to work on my previous relationship...

things work out for the best... god knows how i really put an effort in everything... things were not mend to be... what happen during that period shall be forgotten as time goes by...

thing between us are starting to pick up pace... anyhow, i just barely know u... i know the things you tell me... the rest i still haven't had you well figured out... may be time will help my cause... 

so if misunderstanding happen... hopefully u can let it slide... hehe... me not perfect, me not nice, me say wrong things, me sorry... soon i will have to teach and go to school again, time will pass by and we will be together... 

-mazhad-
fun fact on top n below this post, n a new reminder up top on this blog...

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Monday, December 16, 2013

liverpool won. 5-0

assalamualaikum...

mood amat bez apabila liverpool mng mggu tu. huhu... nk kuar g kg jap... bawa mak. mak nak makan kfc. ini r keja aku bila tym cuti. driver mak. sjak ayah xda...

-mazhad-
tq ct tolong manage tgk harga tiket kt aku

Saturday, December 14, 2013

pelangi petang...

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assalamualaikum...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

( korus )
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

( ulang dari korus )

-mazhad@alonso117-
sekarang pelangi itu kamu...

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

badump badump...

assalamualaikum...

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i love the most of the sketch in gag concert... the one i most preferred would be badump badump... the song, the simplicity and the crude punch lines that the sketch deliver make it a must watch sketch every Sunday...

-mazhad-
Wang Family drama is also nice, watch it at KBS...

Monday, December 9, 2013

my life was like this for months...

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assalamualaikum...

my life was like that back then... now it's better with you in it...

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-mazhad@subject117-
knowing i put effort in everything i did last year make me satisfied...

the good and the bad things in life...

assalamualaikum...

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that is what i learn during  the on year i been in Semporna... i make a hard decision and i live through the hardest decision i'll ever make up until now... 
do i have any regret? huhu... i think about what might happen if i chose differently... what might have been, what could have,  what may happen... things work out the way they do for a reason...
u, my present... don't think to much... things might get difficult for the both of us... fasten your seat belt... and just enjoy the good things in life, and be patience when bad things happen... as it can't last forever...

-mazhad@alonso117-
fool me once, shame on you, 
fool me twice, i move on...

if i could then i would...

assalamualaikum...

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oi... ko sdar gak 1 hari nnt... harap xsedo lambat mcm org b4 ko dalam hidup aku... ko patut tau dgn semua layanan aku... kadang aku xckp... tu wat sesetengah org xrasa... tapi cara aku ialah melaui tindakan...

-mazhad-
if i could, i would do the thing you ask me to...