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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

things left unsaid

assalamualaikum...

ada bnde, juz kita xsebut. xmkna kita xrs. waktu ayh xda, bnyk bnda yg rs mcm nk sebut kt dia. g kubur pgg batu nisan n sebut. cumanya 1, apa yg diucapkan... xpernah berbalas.....

hati mn xrisau bila pintu syurganya sakit. hidup jauh dirantau org, bukn atas kehendak tapi ats dasar tugas. jumpa mcm2 jnis org. kebnykknya baik n membantu in their own way...

mak sakit semlm. hati kecil neh meronta mahu pulang. duit xda tapi itu bukn alsn. mak hnya sorg. talipon gb lpas berbuka, ckp esok aku kb pulang... g skolah untuk isi borang jer. duit bley cari, syurga lak bwh kaki ibu...

dlm semua yg brlaku ingt kjadian dgn ayh. sembg2 tgk da xda. happen so fast in 3 days. taught me 1 things, when it come to family, do first ask questions later...

aku tahu mak sunyi, antara sebab aku bkal kawen sorg gal yg pd mata aku hebat. cuma pd mulut aku soal lain. guys n their ego. hrp pas kawen hjung mggu dia kn temani mak aku. tggjwb dia pd mak n aku.

bila mlibat org kitw plg dkat, susah nk kata apa yg dlm hati. juz thankful masih ada dlm hati rs syg terhadap mak n bkal isteri. walo jrg cakap. hrp dorg fhm n nmpk. be home in 3 hours time. bye n take care, as care is the best way to showlove.

-biasa berbuka 624 mkn nasi di rumah sniri, hari ni berbuka 730 di klia 2 mkn sandwich...sandwich is better than sand-

*mazara117*

Thursday, June 12, 2014

komunikasi hanya boleh kalau ada line... xda line dlm kpala tu susah nk fhm

Menegur jangan sampai menghina, mendidik jangan sampai memaki, meminta jangan sampai memaksa, memberi jangan sampai mengungkit 

assalamualaikum...

jarang tulis post b.m. rata2 post saya bi. walau present tense dan past tense tungang terbalik... tajuk diatas hanya hiasan... malam neh tergerak nak taip post. bukan sebab mula world cup. tapi sebab2 yg xdpt dinyatakan... 

untuk guna 4 ayat di atas... wow... pastikan anda layak guna setiap 1 ayat apatah lagi guna ke empat2. kita manusia, xlari dari wat silap... itu bnda pertama... 

tapi kalau setiap satu bnda nk persoal, suma nak beri alasan, suma xnk dengo n dgil... susah r... stiap manusia ada limit. jgn post bnda mcm neh kalo diri sniri pun org wat 4 di depan masih xada perubahan... orang da menegur, mendidik, meminta tolong dan bantu bnyk... masih nk rs diri tu btul...

4 yang blakang... tahu ka mkna hina? tahu ka makna maki? tahu ka makna paksa? tahu ka makna ungkit? if skadar taip tnpa tahu, xpnah rasa suma tu... baik jgn... 

akhir kata... tepuk dada, cermin diri... xda angin masakan pokok bergoyang... xda sebab xkan orang nak marah...

-mazhad-
 nama ku mazhad
ada had kt blakang sebab ada limitnya nak menguji kesabaran...

Thursday, February 13, 2014

embrace it... qada' n qadar...

assalamualaikum...

today i remember my dad. the momment in which he past away. helplessly being back n forth in front of the icu hoping that it was not him.

the code blue that the nurse just shut out. hmmm... it still resonate within my mind...

it seem like it was just yesterday that he had been calling me asking what i had for dinner today... it seem like it was just now he send me to the airport...

when i was in a bad place, he come for me at his age. stay here for 7 days. he was a good father. he still is with his advice n everythings that he left behind.

how people come into your life, ruin it n have your parents pick you up. the value of family...

i'm going to have my own family soon enough dad, with whom that i'm sure will remain faithful to me for the rest of her life. for me, if i could become half the man you are. i am more than grateful to Allah S.W.T.

-MAZHAD-
a dear son, a future husband...

Friday, December 20, 2013

past, future and present...

http://meetville.com/images/quotes/Quotation-Bil-Keane-mystery-god-past-today-present-inspirational-tomorrow-hope-history-Meetville-Quotes-241710.jpg

assalamualaikum...

hey you... don't you u dare be mad at me... bla3... hmmm... we fought a lot recently... this and that... not up to the mark that i consider unhealthy... i'm not in a stage of denial... i know how unhealthy argument looks like... i was in some of them back then...

hopefully this will all end when i'm in semporna... a lot to think about rather than thinking about fighting you... i hate when i have to defend myself when the truth is i'm not doing anything wrong...
 
 anyhow... i hope your result will be better... and our engagement last... i'm not hoping... i'm trying hard... i'm sorry if i was thinking much about the past... i'm just human after all... i try to look at what i have today...

-mazhad-
try harder for your next exam...
 
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Thursday, December 19, 2013

a blessing in disguise...

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assalamualaikum...

what happen, happen for a reason... anger come from discontent. if u take u'r life as it is... be content with what u have... then u will see everything as a blessing in disguise...

long ago my friend ask me what does the saying mean... me friend is going to get married on the 25th of December.. i explain to him what it means... i said i am quite content with my life... everything is wonderful...

then shits happen... nothing to elaborate...everything happen so fast that i was lost... i was so angry, i was full of vengeance... i was so mad that i blame everything and anything around me...

those dark days... i learn couples of things. the most important is to be content again... nowadays i think of everything that happen as a blessing in disguise... living life itself is a blessing... as long as you make most of your life...

-mazhad-
someone use to say wall eee... even that make me laugh
just learn to be content with your life

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

i juz got to know u...

http://static.someecards.com/someecards/usercards/MjAxMy05OTYyZGNmYTYwY2Y0ZmFh.png

assalamualaikum...

it's not like i know u for 8 years or anythings... it's not like we are from the same area... it's not like we are the same age... i know we have our differences... anyhow, diversity can create unity...

i got to know u just a while before leaving the institute... then we did not contacted each other up until i got posted and things started to go upside down... i looked for you and you said think deeply as you give me a chance to work on my previous relationship...

things work out for the best... god knows how i really put an effort in everything... things were not mend to be... what happen during that period shall be forgotten as time goes by...

thing between us are starting to pick up pace... anyhow, i just barely know u... i know the things you tell me... the rest i still haven't had you well figured out... may be time will help my cause... 

so if misunderstanding happen... hopefully u can let it slide... hehe... me not perfect, me not nice, me say wrong things, me sorry... soon i will have to teach and go to school again, time will pass by and we will be together... 

-mazhad-
fun fact on top n below this post, n a new reminder up top on this blog...

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Monday, December 16, 2013

liverpool won. 5-0

assalamualaikum...

mood amat bez apabila liverpool mng mggu tu. huhu... nk kuar g kg jap... bawa mak. mak nak makan kfc. ini r keja aku bila tym cuti. driver mak. sjak ayah xda...

-mazhad-
tq ct tolong manage tgk harga tiket kt aku

Saturday, December 14, 2013

pelangi petang...

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-5dtbdXVXEBE/Tm9x24nGImI/AAAAAAAAAZk/vuXLPobB1JU/s1600/pelangi%2Bpetang.jpg

assalamualaikum...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

( korus )
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

( ulang dari korus )

-mazhad@alonso117-
sekarang pelangi itu kamu...

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

badump badump...

assalamualaikum...

http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/236x/b6/00/45/b60045a64a100efd8f6cfbd2c223d0aa.jpg 

i love the most of the sketch in gag concert... the one i most preferred would be badump badump... the song, the simplicity and the crude punch lines that the sketch deliver make it a must watch sketch every Sunday...

-mazhad-
Wang Family drama is also nice, watch it at KBS...

Monday, December 9, 2013

my life was like this for months...

http://lovequotesplus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/life-quotes-011.jpg 

assalamualaikum...

my life was like that back then... now it's better with you in it...

http://graphicsheat.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/life_quotes_2013.jpg

-mazhad@subject117-
knowing i put effort in everything i did last year make me satisfied...