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171111

2011-11-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

kt umah abg. tlong dia wat keje sket. abez da exam. worse ever exam. sm cm sem 1.huhu...

beg galas kesayangan dr blajo kt ipg hilang.hmm... xpa la. tkdir... huhu...

bli danial food. he smile at me. thanks asu... wah, bermknanya. huhu aku da makin mellow with age...

b4 g umah abg men futsal kt uum, still got it. rembat 3x ptt gol. kna tiang, 2 ada org tahan...

hmm...muka mkin ok. cuma nk bli ubat parut. by 2012 ok kowt> sapa pduli tym 2012, bukan patut org lbey pduli bnjr besar 2 ke. huhu...

off to bed. da kul 1...

-subject 171111(special appearance)-

jonah hex post....

2011-10-29T14:06:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

1st off... pain... huhu... the word itself is familiar. though it is hard, it still much so make me crack a little smile. nuff bout pain. diz blog is the witness of me rambling about pain on number of occasions already... if you see my face you know the pain i'm in.

2nd. exam is comin... 31st of october. my preparation? hmmm... not much. still... i hope i can answer all that is thrown at me. not fair? who cares...

3rd. did you know there live penguin in Australia. jgn fikir hanya ada di kutub sahaja. kepala besar, jlan kaki masuk kedalam. elham adore little penguin. he even can replicate them walking. huhu... this animal is fast becoming my favourite animal...

4th. hope my scar will disappear in time...if not people will look at me as if i'm a villain in this world. please don't stare. n don't be to quick to judge... though in reality i'm a small time villain myself...hahaha...

-post by jonah hex 117-

Breaking Dawn

2011-10-10T03:47:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

i'm breaking down...a shitload of work since i been here...xlarat da...really want a break. da nk dkat subuh...

-mazhad-

morning...juz had a nightmare...

2011-10-06T06:48:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

n gud morning. just had a nightmare. nak g ambil wudhuk n smayang.n may be read a couple of pages of the holy Quran...

-mazhad@subject117-

block meeting...

2011-09-27T03:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

our block meeting is JUST HILARIOUS...better than MAHARAJA LAWAK...i for once think so...sorry if other student cannot understand our jokes...

-mazhad@subject117-

persimpangan dalam KEHIDUPAN...

2011-09-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

jika anda temui pesimpangan dalam kehidupan...jika dan hanya jika...then tengok kiri tengok kanan.baru kuar simpang mana nak kuar.if x accident kat kepala simpang.

jgn gak lama wat keputusan.nnt keta blakang honk and pergi tepi lalu keluar dulu dari anda.huhu...life...n all the options we have.tapi what we always must not forget is "our destination"

i remember mine fairly well...next destination, somewhere to further my study...that much about life i am certain...da~

-mazhad@subject117-

as promise...RESULT...

2011-08-04T02:30:00.001+08:00

my comments; no comments this time around...
do take k guys...

wr@ping up...

2011-05-27T01:59:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

all n all diz semester has been quite a success. a hectic schedule but a smooth ride non the less. next semester will be back in institut perguruan for the remaining 2 semesters.

i really hope i will have the time to change few things on this blog next semester. n hope next semester will provide more time for me as there are no kokurikulum on weekends.

when result come out. will certainly post again. until then, do take care guys...

mistake-BOUND

2011-04-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

people believe...
some things are better left unsaid
because thing that being said cannot be undone
words...
how will regret what we utter
people say action speak louder than words
i said that is true if the action is (playing an electric guitar on a big speaker=)
words are sometimes
meaningful...
hurtful...
but i am gonna always say what ever i like anyway
because we are human
we are bound to make mistakes

-subject 117-

slamat PAGI malaysia

2011-03-22T07:28:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

gud morning...rise n shine, ada class bonanza pasneh. 8pagi sampai 2petang. subjek; action research. harap mampu bertahan. g mandi n ke kelas jap, smayang dah...

-mazhad-

ToTAL LOsT;;;

2011-02-25T17:02:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum...

in the midst of losing and crashing out of the futsal tournament. juz wanna be clear. we are friends. futsal is not only about winning and losing, it's about friendships in having the team working 2gether. don't let some tournament get the better of us. know who we are, who our friends. respect their abilities and cover their weaknesses. remember the good moments 2gether that bring us success, greatness. more importantly the moment when we have fun expressing ourselves on the court. people are due to make mistake in everything but keep in mind at least they try their hardest. n we learn from our mistake. don't moan and comments. action speaks louder than words. set an example. let others see and judge. respect are earns not being force upon. and finally don't be lost. don't start pointing fingers. that is not our way. we always laud 2gether we are strong 2gether we are unbreakable. now is the time 2 prove it. that our way is the right and best way.

p/s; when we loss something, we always gain something more valuable.

-mazhad bdak total789-

LiStEN 2 YOur ChiLDreN...

2011-02-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Take a moment to listen today
to what your children are trying to say,
Listen to them, whatever you do
or they won't be there to listen to you.

Listen to their problems, listen to their needs
Praise their smallest triumphs, praise their littlest deeds;
Tolerate their chatter, amplify their laughter,
Find out what's the matter, find out what they're after.

If we tell our children all the bad in them we see,
They'll grow up exactly how we hoped they'd never be;
But if we tell our children we're so proud to wear their name,
They'll grow up believing that they're winners in the game.

So tell them that you love them every single night;
And though you scold them make sure you hold them
and tell them they're all right, "Good night, happy dreams,
Tomorrow's looking bright."

Take a moment to listen today to what
your children are trying to say
Listen to them whatever you do, and
They'll be there to listen to you.

TRIP to HATYAI university

2011-02-21T02:04:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum...

apa susah2, tengok gambo n enjoy sudah...

time n tide waits 4 no man

2011-02-14T11:58:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

da lama xblog. last ckap kata nk stop jap. n really stop. then rsult kuar, post supaya xgado nk jawab pertanyaan org. nothing to hide n nothing to be proud of. just sgt bersyukur.

gone to kayel da previous semester break. went out with friend in uum as well as best friend in mrsm dulu.

best fren ckap. a lot have change in me. mungkin makin xkacak kot mksud dia. huhu... tapi dia cakap brubah jadi lebih matang.

well. suma or brubah. persoalannye. ke arah kebaikkan atau keburukkan je. i change quite a bit after several life changing incident in my life. i lost a part of me in da process. but i gain strength as the result of all that happen.

we smile, we laugh, we moan, we cried. syukurla kita boleh buat semua tu rather than being six feet under.huhu...

i end this with my old saying. used to say it. still does. the saying is 'jika kita selalu dalam kedukaan kita akan lebih menghargai kegembiraan berbanding dengan orang yang sentiasa gembira'.

ok guys, take care. n only u n someone special know the real you. so bla ada sum1 special, hargaila dia. huhu... da~

-mazhad@subject117-

new YEAR.new POST.new RESULT.

2011-01-12T12:13:00.004+08:00

assalamulaikum...

SYUKUR RESULT SEM NEYH...MACAM BIASA.DA RITUAL UPLOAD RESULT KT CNIE...TQ SEMUA YG MENYUMBANG...

klik kalo nak BESARKAN...if xnk jgn klik n bising2...

-mazhad-

berhenti BLOGGING...

2010-12-17T02:54:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

xda nk bercengkerama nak brenti xnak. xda dilemma2 nya. huhu... keputusan adalah muktamad. brenti jap.

pasneh org pun akan mula lupa blog neyh... facebook xda, blog brenti, frenster entah kemana, hp pun da usang, ym xpnah dah, twitter xreti guna, skype xpnah nak try, groupbox pun tinggal, huhu... skang hanya blues untuk aku...

haha...kawan2 baru nak mula blogging, gudluck, yang da lama. truskan usaha... take care guys...

-mazhad(kalo nak blog balik mungkin dengan cara baru yg lebih kewl)-

FuTUre...

2010-11-19T18:29:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...

nak exam. hr 2 exam tgguh kerna banjir di jitra atau kedah utara keseluruhannya. so skang gua da balik semula dkat uum, dalam bilik. stadi n tido... xda sapa yg gua knal. yg ada hanya makcik kafe muamalat. anyway. malam ni kuar changlun jap. gua nk menung kt sane. k. harap petapaan stadi gua selesai kat uum sbelum kawan2 gua balik... da~

nota lutut; naseb baik gua ada kreta sniri, if x pertapaan gua apa kemana>mati kelaparan...

FLooD, BUrEaUcRACY & PoLitICS;;;

2010-11-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

on the the dawn and midst of the big flood in Jitra. i want to express my disappointment of the politician attitude toward the people.

i am from Jitra, both my house and my village is from Jitra. n as the massive flood come, my house is also effected (badly). the water rise up to 2-3 feet. and it will keep rising as the reliable information come from the JKR. they expect the water to rise two more feet as the waters cannot go anywhere due the location of Jitra (not near the seas)

the JKR sadly only can inform about the release of water from the dam after the water is release. through and through the execution of handling the problem is poor.

the ruling Malaysian government, the Kedah state goverment and the JKR handled the flood poorly. this may be due to the lack of experience in handling this kind of problems.

as for politician, i read somewhere that help have been given whereas the truth tell me otherwise. lot more on this afterward.

my father, for instant, a 64 years old police pensioner who his house is badly damage join forces with the 'jabatan pertahan awam' to help other people. can you imagine a 64 years old guy who have heart complication helping others.

from what i can see, most politician prefer to stay in their office and ask their secretary to write good things about them in the media (internet, newspaper). as we all know, good p.r will guarantees success in the election.

now, i know for fact that politician can't be trusted. if you read in ha*a*ah daily, they said that many team have been deployed and food have been given to the flood victims. in truth, there are 33 victims sanctuary in "kubang pasu" alone and only a couple got visited due to the need of publicity. as if that is not enough, they finger pointing are being done at others.

please, a pledge from me, do not use this as a mean for political purposes as it is a disgusting way of achieving your political means. this is not the time for finer pointing but rather the time for joint of hand to help the effected areas and people.

i am writing this not as a supporter of any political party. nowadays, people representative (adun) seldom do their fieldwork. when the date for general election is near they ask for the citizen to go and vote for them. all i can say is this is a disgusting disease that keep going on in our society.

back in the old days, people was afraid to be the "adun" as with great power come great responsibilities. nowadays everyone want to be the "adun" , but not everyone have good motive and intention. most of them(the adun) do not protect and help the people, the are like a curse to the people.

we call for changes in both the government and opposition side of political parties. be sincere in doing your work. god knows, you yourself knows what right and what wrong.

don't only ask voters to vote for you as vote are earn. if both side do not earn our votes, that is why the percentage of people who went out voting keep on dropping.

time change but the attitude of the people change for the worse. especially, politician who should be the role model. they had gone so low that they had resorted to become a two faced prick.

-ku mazhad bin ku yahya-
(with a cry for change, from within)

p.s. hope my friend can help me to go about cleaning my house after the flood is gone.

FiNaL cOuNt dOWn!!!

2010-10-30T22:05:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

final da mula 26hb 10 hr 2.process writing.tapi ada 5 lagi subject yg menunggu.8, 9, 12, 14 n 23hb 11. so pa macam.

mau sudahkan assignment malam neyh. n mula stadi. expected killer subjects are elt methodology in syllabus design and teaching reading writing.

expected A subjects are process writing, asas keusahawanan, serta ko-k yang 1jam kredit.

A- maybe Human Resource Management n Classroom Management. kita sm2 r tgk cne... wish me luck!!! da~

http://awieawesome.blogspot.com/

2010-10-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

isk. nak cakap salah.xcakap pun salah. so taip ja lah dalam blog. awie ada blog!!! macam theory aku ada facebook, einstein dgn big bang, ia perlu dikaji. huhu...

anyway. kepada sesiapa saja yan membaca post neyh. tlg la. follow la dia. kawan bek aku 2. n afif bla lagi nak pindah ke blogspot. jgn suh aku pindah ke tumblr. 2 vs 1. awie n aku da blogspot. hg kna join la.

note untuk itik; aku bukan xmau ym dgn hg tapi ym aku snang dc. n sapa suh balik menyembunyikan diri. bikin gua panas... n jwb dgn komen kt blog aku.

-ku mazhad@subject117-

AttiTUDE owh AttiTUDE!!!

2010-10-15T19:36:00.004+08:00

tadi ptt aku tunjuk punggung mcm hero aku neyh

assalamualaikum...

aku da men dengan macam2 org. bnyk level pemain bola n futsal. tapi xpnah aku jumpa org pk dia bagus sampai xpass kat org. team sports la bola neh. "melayu", baru cekap sket da nak blagak. sombong macam burung merak. bukan semua la.

mgkin aku salah anggap tapi kalo dah men 45min 1team.xpassing2 rasanya aku btoi kot. court futsal besar mana ja. minta sampai kuar anak tekak. aduhai. aku trun maen lwat, xdapat men dgn team aku. salah aku gk kot. len x trun awal k.

ok2. hr 2 result street socca no 7. bley la. kalah still kalah. xda alasan. anyway, aku gk nk sentuh pasal bola n futsal lagi. org suma asek nk judge org wat tackle. nak cita kat korang, tackle 2 part of da game. n if tackle bersih xda masalah. faham la rule. 2ja...

-mazhad,subject117-

p.s; kdg2 rasa mcm mls maen, nilah sebabnya...

ChaNTeK!!!@BeAUtY!!!

2010-10-09T03:21:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

beauty,
in all fairness,
beauty is not measured by the way u look,
but rather the way people look at u,
beauty is a matter of perspective,
different angle, different views,

beauty,
it's a gift from god,
embrace n be thankful,
to "The Merciful",
or else,
i consider u a fool,

beauty,
time is the essence,
only true beauty last,
yesterday beauty is history,
present beauty is a gift,
while tomorrows' are shrouded in mysteries,

beauty,
it is not the antonym of ugly,
not the synonym of pretty,
still i cannot find the word,
hmm...
the word is in it's own category,

beauty,
all god creation have it,
what differs are,
whether to be proud of it,
or to be down to earth,
it's YOUR OWN CHOICE,

p.s: ini PENDAPAT SAYA!!!

StrEet SoCCa part 1!!!

2010-10-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

japgi da nak men street soccer tournament, uum open. pas smayang jumaat. harap menang. wish me luck k!!!

-ku mazhad@subject117-

coloured...

2010-09-27T21:34:00.003+08:00

This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem, Written by an African Kid.

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored??

-copy paste oleh ku mazhad-

note; xkisah la ko kaler apa pun. ungu ka, biru ka, hijau ka, kelabu asap ka. asal baek dah r, sapa pduli ko kaler apa.

really appreciate and value this type of poem...

2 N a 1/2 month to SURVIVE...

2010-09-18T19:55:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...

saving/money is running out...faster than a bullet train hitting a dog crossing the rail way...heartache n headache...

-mazhad in hope 2 survive the rest of the semester-

mana KAU HILANG itik???

2010-09-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

aku nak pi beqaya umah kawan2 baek aku kat pendang...tapi salah 1 kawan baek aku hilang entah kemana.call qumah xangkat.nak braya cna.alang2 nak pi biaq pi semua qumah kawan dalam sekali harung.dasar itik pangang, menyusah semua orang...

-mazhad yg tension raya2 neyh-

slamat RAYA!!!

2010-09-09T21:56:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...

slamat hr raya pada semua umat Islam xmengira bangsa...maaf zahir batin dr saya ku mazhad & keluarga kepada sesapun yg mengenali kami...

-mazhad@subject117-

i'll kill her!!!

2010-09-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

so, of course, you were supposed to call me tonight
you were supposed to call me tonight
we would have gone to the cinema

and, after, to the restaurant, the one you like in your street

we would have slept together, have a nice breakfast together
and then a walk in a park together, how beautiful idea!
you would have said "i love you" in the cutest place on earth
where some little boys are dancing with the fairies

i would have waited like a week or two
but you never tried to reach me
no, you never called me back
you were dating that bleach-blonde girl
if i find her, i swear, i swear...

i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

i would have met your friends, we would have had a drink or two
they would have liked me, 'cause sometimes i'm funny
i would have met your dad, i would have met your mum
she would have said "please, can you make some beautiful babies?"

so we would have had a boy called tom and a girl called susan, born in japan

i thought it was a love story, but you don't want to get involved
i thought it was a love story, but you're not ready for that ...

me neither. i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

she's a bitch you know, all she's got is blondeness
not even tenderness, yeah, she's clever-less
she'll dump your arse for a model called brendan
he will pay for beautiful surgery 'cause he's full of money

i would have waited like a week or two
but you never tried to reach me
no, you never called me back
you were dating that bleach-blonde girl
if i find her, i swear, you know, i swear, i swear ...

i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future, she broke my dream
i'll kill her, i'll kill her
she stole my future when she took you away

man, i told you, you know, if i find her,
i really, i, i mean, i'll kill her, for real!
it's like for sure, you have to know, uh,
i mean, you know, i can do it, man,
i'll kill her.

-mazhad@subject117-

masalah PROBLEM btul LA!!!

2010-08-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

pk bnyk masalah problem n mana nak tanam assigment aku=)

assalamualaikum...

cuti sem n raya da nak dekat. esok merdeka... tapi aku masih dibelenggu assignment...ni sem paling malas aku yang pnah direkodkan... nasib baek banyak group assignment yang orang baek2 n rjin2 sudi geng dengan aku...

skadar luahan perasaan pada blog yang lama ditinggalkan...huhu...da cuba nak taep berkali2 tapi cm malas nak menaep belakangan neyh...

p.s.pengisian kemerdekaan xbermakna kerana masih debelenggu penjajah assignment

LteY PuASA ka ABanG???

2010-08-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

dikala terlampau letih berpuasa...
beginilah jadinya...
da cakap...
kalo xmampu jangan puasa...
tapi "mampu" katanya...
last2...
hehehe...
tapi semangatnya harus dipuji...
berbuka paksu beli satay ok!!!
sebagai hadiah semangat berpuasa...
dia neyh dengan kembo dia bukan bley tgk satay...
ayaq liuq meleleh...

-subject117@pakchu-

p/s;itu elham, elyas tgh jalan merayau kemana entah...

xder KER lagu PUASA???

2010-08-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

tgk gambo neyh n wish banyak2 kan amal n kurangkan kemungkaran ya...

assalamualaikum...

malam ramadhan yg ke-3...lama da xpost...smenjak 2menjak baru pulih dari sakit...been enjoying life 2 da fullest...

1st post aku cuma perasaan tertanya2...xda ka lagu sambut puasa...lagu sambut raya banyak la plak...isk...memang xpatut if xda...nnt gua kna karanglah dgn kawan2...

-mazhad dgn ucapan "slamat berpuasa"-

Da buANG TiUB;;;

2010-07-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

i've one this one. lol~=)

assalamualaikum...

da buang tiub dari kemaluan. tahun neh habis about 9 thousand ringgit untuk sakit. is it all about money? we human tend to throws away thought like that. tapi realitinya most yang ada dkat dunia revolve around money...>hard to admit...

most yg berkaitan dengan akhirat ajar kita good deed. huhu... i'm not a rich guy. cuma ska simpan duet. tapi diz year. all my saving is gone. coz skt. hrp buang tiub mark a new beginning. org xlihat sy sakit xkan tahu.

-mazhad nk mandi n balik u sebagai manusia pain free-

p.s.huruf "d" xlekat sgt la dkat lap top neyh n masih xupload video operation kerna xedit agi.nampak kemaluan so kna edit. da edit maka upload.

unNOTICED...

2010-07-26T16:19:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

2 posts after my minor operation. "maybe tomorrow I'll be back on my own two feet">sigh... going to class and stuff. lately, i try to go unnoticed in whatever i do.

sometime it work. sometime it doesn't.

but 1 thing is for sure. being invisible doesn't work for me. i usually like to be apart of something bigger than myself. I don't like to miss out on what life has to offer.

so tomorrow. i will be most likely going to return to class. the plan is to return today.

but sadly for me, i wake up with some shitload of blood lost> loss of blood through my early morning urination. so today, i don't have the knack to go to class.

tomorrow i hope to go unnoticed again.

because this time i really hope people don't ask me simple questions like "does it hurt" and "does it still hurt". what really hurt after the operation is the money in my pocket. lol~ =)

-mazhad in latest post "unNOTICED..."-

LiVe LyKE u YOU r DyInG (the PrOjEcT) ...

2010-07-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

an advice;"please live a life worth living guys"

assalamualaikum...

this post has been staying for quite sometime in draft. laying dormant there. at least the title stay quietly there>i only write the title for quite some time.

this is my 2nd post in succession right after the minor operation.

it feel good to write again. writing help me to really convey what it is that is inside me. apart of "live like YOU r dying" project that i have for myself.

my project include so many things. not all i can achieve in short period of time. some needed me to wait for the right moment in life.

with that being said. i urge you guys to have your own "live like YOU r dying project".

if you don't know how to do it than you can start by pretending that you have some kind of illness that will take your life away in 2 years.

what will you do then? and you better start to do it now.

nice eyhh? lol~ =)

-subject117 in LiVe LyKE u YOU r DyInG (the PrOjEcT)-

p.s; next time i'm going to upload the video of my minor operation...

FAILure;;;

2010-07-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

i rather look like an idiot trying
than a real idiot pretending to be clever

assalamualaikum...

failure. failure to convert a penalty. failure in study. failure in love. failure in whatever field.

"a failure is a failure", somebody somewhere is saying to someone else...

well. I'm here saying, "in order to fail you need to try". and i value people trying rather than those people that criticize other for failing.

everybody have fail somewhere in life. failure is just one of those step to reach success=). just try harder.

-mazhad dlm post failure-

what do U know about PAIN???

2010-06-30T14:31:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum...

i'm writing diz while i'm in a severe pain. internal pain. i'm not in the mode of metaphorically speaking guys. diz is pain. people often says 'no pain no gain'. well, i hope that is just true.

kidneys stones. hell you. u teach me more about pain than everything in the world had ever thought me. diz is hell on earth. at least that is how i feel right now.

i'm shivering. i'm cold but the fan is not on. i'm writing but i don't know how describe the extreme pain. u guys that are healthy out there. please take good care of yourself. value yourself more.

n for those of you who said 'drink a lot of water'. newsflash for you. when the sewage system is block. then you pour some more water. the blockage will still be there right. that is what i'm feeling. my urinal track is like a sewage system. n u guys don't know squad about pain.

guys. it hurt like hell...

edit;ni komen dari youtube. bla dah ok sket baru copy (I Would Say That Its Almost Pointless To Explain The Pain Of A Kidney Stone To Someone Whos Never Had One.. All I Can Really Tell You Is That It Is One Of The Most Painful Things EVER. They Compare It To Child Birth.. Crazy Shit.. Drugs Are Your Friends When You Have One Of These Fuckers..)

A kidney stone would be the male equivalent of Child Birth. And for some people that have this as a chronic issue no matter how much water you drink, it will still happen. Never had one, don't wanna .... "I do not want to catch pregnancy!" (RvB)

i got given morphine and also a sipository or watever they call it they also handed me a glove and some lubricant and i had 2 insert the pill in my anus oh the joy of kidney stones

Are you in serios pain? my dads a doctor and he says that kidney stones are the worst thing to go through, they are very painful

omg they hurt! they say the pain is worse than birthing a fucking child!

I agree everyone's tired of hearing that crap. I have had about 30 stones and every woman I know that has had stones say that Kidney stones are a million times worse than child birth. Also last time I checked a woman was a willing participant in creating a child. If you don't want to have a kid there is SURELY a way to avoid that situation.

-mazhad tgh sakit truk-

CiaN BuDaK2 HaRi NeYH...

2010-06-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

jam 3 japgi kna ajo tuisyen. earn extra money. charge yg dikenakan ialah rm 5 sejam. stiap klas tempohnya ialah 2jam 30minit. aku wat 13 klas. 3x sminggu.kira2 aku kasi la potongan harga jadi rm150. ajo bi jer.

aku ambekla sorg budak. bukan kerna aku xtrima tawaran bnyk parent. tapi bnyk bdak pompuan nk datang. aku lbey prefer ngajo budak lelaki. snang tumpu. kualiti. kerna aku nk dia fhm btoi2. xnk hnya ambil wang tapi student pun xknai nama n lintang pukang.

dlm pd bdak 2 nk datang. aku fikir sorg2. bdak2 zaman la kasihan tgk dorg. darjah 5 pun da tuisyen. xckup dgn blajo bp pluh subjek kt skewl. bm, bi, math, sains, agama, 2nd language, kajian tempatan, kenegaraan, ko k, pafa, lukisan, muzik n bnyk lagi yg aku pun xmau tau.

aku juz rasa kesian ja kt dorg. zaman aku dlu. sab2 mesti men dlm longkang besaq kt sungai petani tangkap anak ikan. xpun men maen pasir kt kampung, atau cap plung di kg halaman, atau bola la yang paling ringan.

xrasa kita da jadi cm singapore ka. mmg sistem pendidikan top 5. korea n finland pun top 5. tapi bdak hanya booksmart n xstreet smart. skang budak2 bandar pokok getah pun xpnah tgk. apa lagi men biji getah. isk... menyerkap ikan disawah jauh panggang dari api lah.

skang timbul pula isu nak mansuh peperiksaan UPSR n PMR. tahu x 'sense of accomplishment'. n istilah 'yardstick' tahu x? ha i2 yang bdak2 perlu untuk naikkan self esteem. ni nak hapuskan exam. xdalah bnda 2. dari pk nak hapus exam baik kerajaan pk kokurikulum yang lebih seimbang dan hasilkan budak yg tough2 sket.

ini kuar pekeliling suruh cikgu jgn renung, perli, sentuh, paksa anak murid kat sekolah. then xajo la jawabnya kerajaan ai...hmmm...kcewa lah. 2ja... n jgn silap fhm. aku bukan pembangkang n xjuga menyokong. hanya sorg yg tulis pa dia rasa btoi. k. makan dlu. bye...

akan hilanglah lompatan macam neyh if UPSR dimansuhkan...

-mazhad bakal jadi G.T.M(Great Teacher Mazhad)-

FAIRYtale FRIENDS;;;

2010-06-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...
want 2 write bout fairytales 2day. nahhh...boring... as we all know a typical fairytale usually have a modest beginning and "happily ever after ending".

maybe it's boring. but many have said that life in itself is a fairytale. do u agree?

4 me. life in itself is a blessing in disguise. living in diz world is a privilege that had been given to us by god. furthermore living in an independent country like Malaysia where food, water and proper home are not scarce resources. i could not have ask 4 more.

n the people here. is nothing short of the friendliest people on earth.

i dare say i have fairytale frens. utter n sheer respect for all three of them. lyke shrek ada puss in boot n donkey n others. robin hood n co. 4 musketeers. the list goes on.

saya ada 3 kawan baek. huhu...

2nite it is shown. it is among the best nite dat i have wiz my frens. i enjoy myself quite a bit. talking about life. thanks guys. u guys never seem 2 disappoint me.

my life not always take the turn i wanted. but at least with my friend around. life is worth-ted n it seem like a fairytale from where i am looking. to have diz kind of friends is just unbelievable.

1ja my sincere regret. 1 of my best friend is in Japan finishing his study. study baek2 kat sana itik... aku kat sini masih anggap hg kawan baek aku. slamanya... semoga korang live happily ever after...=)

p.s.thanks awie.afif untuk malam neyh...

-mazhad in post fairytale friends-

CalCULAtor;;;

2010-06-22T12:10:00.006+08:00

kan bagus...
kalau no dlm calculator neyh alaun aku...

assalamualaikum...

ku tekan calculatorku.
mengira wang untuk sem neyh.
merancang perbelanjaan.
ending nya dlm perancangan 2.
aku akan kantoi besar duet xda sem neyh.
aku menekan2 lagi.
aku kna wat beberapa lgkah drastik.
jika aku masih mahu terus hidup.
calcukatorku tnpa segan silu tunjuk angka negatif.
xjaga hati tuan lgsung.
sem neyh kna puasa 2bulanlah br raya.
fikir aku sendirian.
Ya Allah...
kurniakanlah aku rezeki.
masukknlah duet dr sumber2 yg aku xjangka.
huhu...sedeyyy....

-mazhad yg tiada wang-

a man...A GREAT MAN...

2010-06-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

this is a story of a man, a man that do great things, a great man. this man is no scientist, neither a prime minister nor a football player. He had not found something smaller than atom, had not make a huge decision deems as right for his country nor did he won any EPL title. there are plenty of man just like him in this world. this kind of man often go about doing their business everyday without us even realizing their existence.

then how are these man great? the small yet huge burden call responsibilities, the things that people often overlook, that what these men carry out best.

i has a man that i look up to all my life. not because he is taller. rather because he lower himself to me and able me to look up to his face. his smiling face. a face that tell millions of stories.

people often say that it his duty, to bring home enough food, to bring home proper clothing, to provide the tools for good education. well he didn't just give all the essential, he brings home and given us a lot more, plenty more. he give us a big broad shoulder to cry on, he give us a purpose to life, most importantly he give us the chance to better our self and be better than him.

he is not looking for fame. his role does not allow him to. what he is looking for is more that fame. he is looking for satisfaction. one he can only get that from carrying out his responsibilities.

diz morning, my room door was open by him. he smile at me, wakes me up and tell me to carry on my duty, prayers to god he said. it is every Muslim responsibility. i wake up does my prayer, then i sit down on my bed looking outside my windows. sun is still not up, there's a small amount of light coming from behind those big mount far away.

when i think about him, how he does all the thing he does.

he remind me of the sun. at least he shine like the one=). though the moon replaces the sun in diz part of the world. we must remember that the light still come from the sun. though there is a big hill. there's still a visible light from the sun.

unaware, unnoticed he carry out his duty to god and family. he does his prayer, wakes me up n tell me why i was waken up. he never whine.

i smile to myself, i remember fondly of the memory of him bringing home a big envelope fill with 1 ringgit nickles. for us his daughter n sons. he said divide it properly, count together, add up n the amount must be divided into 3.

come to think of it now. how does he has the time to go to money changer n bring home many 1 ringgit nickles so that his daughter n son can count it together. he had a tough work. but he still manage the task every month.

what a man... what a great man he is... n i am proud to say that man is my father...

-ku mazhad, in a piece call a man...A GREAT MAN...-

p/s; sorry my english is not so good. piece ni untuk father's day tahun lpas. br edit n post.

RESULT sem 4...

2010-06-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

no need for me 2 hide it
sapa yang nak tahu juz need untuk baca blog neyh
maka tahu result aku
as you all know saya teda facebook n xaktif social networking len
so dicnielah sy post result yang xseberapa neyh
seperti yang dijanjikan
trimalah...
post yg berjudul
result sem 4=)
sila klik pada gambar!!!
untuk besarkan dan baca komen saya

k...da~.thank god,my parents, my roommates n my friends...

gudnite u all...

-sleepy subject117-

i'm BACK from LANGKAWI;;;

2010-06-17T14:02:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

juz got back.xcheart sket.wiz kidney stone n all.visit blog org len.yg mana patut visit.n akan komen kmudian.u guys take care.

-mazhad-

p.s; next post is going to be the post about my exam result

early JUNE;;;

2010-06-06T02:57:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

off 2 uum 4 few days...then off 2 langkawi...u guys n gals do take care...da~

-mazhad-

thank GOD;;;

2010-05-31T20:21:00.022+08:00

gambo hiasan>apa kau buat 2 elham

>nama elham maka banyak ilham

harap kak aku pleh nama anak bez2

assalamualaikum...

akak slamat melahirkan anak petang tadi...
anak lelaki...lahir kul bapa n berat bapa inform kemudian yer...
n ini merupakan anak pertama untuk akak aku...
cucu ke-5 untuk parents aku....
tggl aku ja yang xkawen n xda anak lagi...
2 abang n 1 akak suma ada family msg2...
tunggu la dalam 6-7 tahun lagi insyaAllah...
huhu...tgk gambo hiasan kt atas neyh...
wat aku tringin nak bli kek secret recipe la esok...
n my best wish to my sister...
anak hg jadi cm budak kcik dalam gmbar ni pun ok gak...
tah papa...lol~

-mazhad@pakchu kali terakhir bulan neyh-

p/s;mcm mn org sggp buang bayi dlm beg plastik

n tiada kna mengena dgn bdak dlm gmbr, hehe...

PRinCE2 Of JiTRA;;;

2010-05-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

beware of them...
they will hunt you...
they will wrestle you...
they will get smarter than you...
they will get stronger than you...
they will get better looking than you...>damn!!!

but for now...

they are just cuddly cute little angels...>if u don't know them!!!
if u know them, the stories will be quite different!!!

the twins; kiri elyas(adek), kanan elham(abang)
berlakon wat kiut plak, off cam, dorg neyh ganaz...

-masih pakchu@mazhad-

p.s; nk tgk prince of persia dgn afif lah mlm neyh...da~

dis MAY;;;

2010-05-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

abez da bulan neyh. sj nak wat post ke-10 bulan neyh. tahun neyh jarang nak wat 10post dlm 1 bulan. anyhow, cuti neyh cm x bez sgt lah. prefer duk kat u lagi.

tapi wak2 duk kat u prefer cuti. besalah, manusia, sentiasa xpuas hati. haha... anyhow, bla result nak kuar neyh? x sabo nak dapat>yerlah 2.

harap elok. previous result cm ok jer. xla great. hmm...mahu tido la tgh hr ini>bla pk tntg result.

wut i miss the most da previous semester is playing futsal up to all my abilities. kcewa xdpt maen banyak game n tournament.

asek sakit jer sem neyh. tapi 2 lah. hlg dosa bebanyak coz sakit yg lama untuk sem tahun neyh. harap next sem aku lbey c-heart n gembira.

bulan 6 g langkawi ada program tutor. untuk bdak spm. jadi tutor rm50 sehari untuk 7 days. harap ni permulaan yg bek untuk sem dpn. income rm 350. yeah...> \($_$)/

n laz skali...

pejam celik da nk mula world cup da. so aku nk sertakan gambo world cup 2010 nya fever oleh anak2 buah aku. semangat dorg neyh. atau mgkn paksaan ibu bapa. haha... k. da~

-alesya n c kembo(kiri adek, kanan abang)-

-pakchu@mazhad-

WhiCH HAiRStYLE SuITs ME???

2010-05-28T08:52:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

rmbt da pnjg gla2 skang...
nk g potong...
rmbt yg latest x dipost...
kerna mahu tanya pndpt korg...
rmbt style cne sesuai dgn aku???
gtau la yek...
jgn malu jgn segan...
da~

-subject117-

p/s; muka ancho jgn layan, sila tgk rambut shj...n beri pndpt...

p/s juga; jgn sarankan aku botak kepala kerna bulan 9 thn lpas ia tlah dilaksanakan
(khas untuk cik pingu)

SELseMA;;;

2010-05-26T08:07:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

isk...
aku da dmam n selsema 4 hari...
xupdate atau visit blog org...
tapi harap org visit n komen diblog aku...
truk seyh...
tapi pa leyh wat...
demam truk sgt...
ni terjaga pagi lalu update...
hmmm...

hrp dpt get well soon...
bye...
n hope dpt get better soon...
da~

-subject117(nickname saya)-

hmmm...

2010-05-22T07:48:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

pagi neyh aku amat marah!!!

aku xleh tidur!!!

trasa nk mencarut n trajang apa2!!!

p/s; jgn tanya knapa...

I SuppORT SpAiN dIz CoMiNG WoRLD CuP

2010-05-18T04:39:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

mcm euro hr 2.awie tanya sy support apa...
jawapan masih sama iaitu spain...ada baju pun...
n nk juga bli jacket world cup yg x neyh punya...

HaPPY TeACHeRS' DaY;;;

2010-05-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

n SLAMAT HARI GURU...

untuk suma guru2 n bakal guru dluar sana...

my cohort mate including me...

my kwn2 dkat institut perguruan dimana2 sj...

also my lecturer, former lecturer, former teacher...

my mum n dad...

-mazhad(future teacher in 2012)-

p/s; ucpn sy, u guys rulez=)...

MoDeRN DanCe;;;

2010-05-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

da 3hr 3malam aku tgk video tarian2 neyh kat you tube...

tecktonik vs

shuffle(hardstyle) vs

jumpstyle vs

c-walk vs

breakdance vs

DnB(Drum N Base) vs

freestyle football

p/s;bagi aku stiap dance neyh sesuai untuk remaja n org dewasa 20an(di Malaysia)

pengamatan aku;

*tecktonik teknikal gler dgn flow badan n all.tgn amat penting, european ska lah neyh

*shuffle, practice make perfect kt cnie.teknik snang nk grasp tapi latihan kna bnyk.kt asia n australia popular gk

*DnB, wow,aku amat ska tgk bnda neyh.kt russia n u.s.a popular

*c-walk, laju n pantas, bleh terseliuh neyh. bnyk org african american

*jumpstyle, ada org kata cbg shuffle cuma org panggil jumpstyle. amat2 teknikal n bez.kt australia popular

*breakdance, amat pentingkan whole developement, power, teknikal, ketepatan, kt korea, u.s.a, brazil n most part of the world

*freestyle football, jadi cm 1 fenomena, seluruh dunia cause world game obviously n aku plg ska cause dia bley include suma diatas

notakukujaritelunjukkaki;

suma dance neyh bleh dibuat dlm kumpulan(lovely kalo simetrical) n ada gk secara kerjasama.individu suma pun bleyh. if berminat tgk sniri kat youtube yer.search ja salah 1.

n SELAMAT HARI IBU pd semua ibu diluar sana...

3hr 2mlm...

2010-05-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

gua cuti semester. da 3 hr 2mlm gua keseorangan d rumah.kes neyh xley gtau mulanya.tkt ada penjenayah bc blog gua lalu dtg ugut dan rompak gua.

so gua pun tido la bwh, dpn tb dgn meter kipas yg plg laju.tgk tb, surf tenet, tido, makan. suma diatas tilam neyh.

hr2 gua masak. untuk dr gua ja. telur masak pedas, tomyam sotong>+sosej, n goreng bnda2 yang gua tau goreng.n masak nasi 1-1setengah pot sehari.

hr neyh pasar mlm.yes, gua xgado masak. ini la perasaan suri rumah xgado masak. br gua tau kata bez.hehe...

anyhow, ini suma terjadi krana kakak gua hampir branak. hampir jer kawan2. tgk2 xjadi. so mak ayah gua stay sana. gua hero kna jaga umah>padahal tido ja.

gua harap gua mampu hdp seminggu dua lagi keseorangan. hidup keseorangan neyh memg menyedihkan. papun harap gua mampu bertahan. hahaha...

-mazhad@subject117-

"GOD ShOw ME ThE WaY"

2010-05-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

constellation of stars are showing where exactly I'm heading. it seems like the 7 stars of the big dipper want to help me out tonight. from here on i fasten my foot step heading north toward the north star.

compared to the cloudy night before, tonight have given me more than a glimmer of hope of making it out of here alive.

it have been days since i last eaten proper foods. all i've eaten are worms, bugs, some wild fruits and some mushrooms.

when this is all over, i will have a nice home made lemonade to satisfy my thirst. n not to mention the all you can eat buffet. i will surely go somewhere popular that offer that and dine until i burst into pieces.

i should be more worried of the possibilities of not finding my way out of this wretched jungle. why have i come to this jungle in the first place? the thought of it keep playing again and again in my mind.

come to think of it. i wonder how much people took this constellation of stars for granted. in my situation, they all I've got. my compass has been ruin by a fall i had earlier. my instinct and sense of direction are as bad as a broken compass.

luckily for me i know how the constellation of stars work. n believe me when i said, the rest is up to god as he show me the way.

-subject117 in a piece call "GOD show me the way".

end n assalamualaikum...

MimPi NgERI;;;

2010-05-04T14:04:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

alahailah...
hari ni naseb badan...
bgn pluh2...
mimpi ngeri...
bukan mimpi antu...
if antu aku consider ngeri kalau visual effect dia mengancam ja...
hehe...
tapi mimpi plg ngeri bagi mahasiswa mahasiswi yg mcm aku...
yg ambek course bi, course biasa2...
aku mimpi kna wat kuiz add math...
alat tulis pnuh atas meja...
suma ada...
yang xda cuma ilmu didada...
terciritlah aku...
berpluh asek mahu tiru>dasat bodo add math...
bukan bodoh...
cuma kurang latihan...
lama kot xwat...>tetiba jadi defensive...
tapi aku terjaga...
mak grak smayang zohor...>zohor kot, ganaz(tym cuti ja k)...
thanks mum...
slamatkan saya dari life threatening situation...
hehehe...
k, 2ja, da~

-mazhad@subject117-

ThE STaRT Of A JOurNeY...

2010-04-30T06:15:00.000+08:00

unaware of other passengers, i sat down by the bus windows n tears started rolling from the corners of my eyes down onto my cheeks. other passenger either were not bothered by my action or they didn't noticed it. i couldn't care less.

i look outside, i see both of my parents, my second brother, my sister, and a crowd of people moving hastily in all direction minding their own business. n there i also saw the figure of my mother crying. my eyes then stare down toward my bags which i had put earlier, tears continue dropping onto them.

deep inside, i'm scared of making eye-contact with my family. my emotion flows producing more drop of tears. finally i wept my tears off n dare myself to look outside again.

i look outside as i did before. thick black cloud of smoke exit the exhaust system of the bus moving in n out of the bus station. the tickets counter seem little bit duller. people that walk by hastily earlier seems to looks slower now.

is it just me or the world really is looking duller n darker. it seem like i was in a world of my own. n my world is not getting any prettier

my mind started recalling a telephone conversation that i had earlier. my eldest brother, it seem, is trying to comfort me.

he said, "whats done is done. it had already happen u know, you cannot go back in time. n i will always take care of you because you are my little brother. understand?", he is trying to confirm whether i pick up his sentiment of concern.

"i do, i understand", i answer back to him.

though i understand what he's trying to say, the regret is still there. how a short period of time can make all the difference. 1moment you are hesitant and moments later you are full of regret.

the bus started moving n the delusion just stop. looking from the bus windows the figure of my mother crying has gotten smaller.

but in my mind the image of her crying just grew bigger and clearer. how i dare make my mother cried for all the wrong reasons. how i have disappoint her...

at that particular moment, something happen. i wanted a change. i vow i would change.

i stop crying, i really stop. there n then, i promise myself to never again make my mother cry for all the wrong reasons.

in my mind, i said, this is not the end but rather the beginning of an important journey. a journey to become a man that take responsibilities for his own action n learns from his own mistake.

-ku mazhad bin ku yahya in the piece call "the start of a journey"-

PiCtuREs WOrTH ThOusaNDs Of WordS;;;

2010-04-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

dari kiri blakang n tengah n dpn; nuga, aji, oney, weng2,
nik, ustaz, oper, paan, acoy, bezek, mazhad, oren, mirul

note;nanti aku label gambo neh

assalamualaikum...
want to add a couple more words
mandi in puncak janing wiz frens via coursemate
have the greatest of tyms
plannin.drivin,mandi,bakar ayam,maen,solat
2gether gether...
puas...n bez.thanks untuk kerjasama dorg...
n as 4 me,i'm in the laz pict
thanks syamil n oney untuk picts

-subject117-

It JuZ TaKEs SoMeTym;;;

2010-04-12T10:38:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

this song is by Jimmy Eat World

the chorus had been echoing in my head the whole day...
i don't seem 2 understand y...
though i seem 2 have fond memories of Jimmy Eat World=)...
so guys, this is da song...
along wiz gambo jimmy eat world go gabba2...hehe...

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

It just takes some time,
ittle girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright)

p/s;exam 17 up until 23rd of April...wish me luck guys...
note1;happy besday 2 my 1st bro(120474)
note2; the chorus follow after da band pict...

-subject117-

SLoW ReaCTiON;;;

2010-04-02T01:12:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum...

juz got back from playing futsal,
my slow reaction disappoint me da most 2day,
5goals out of 10tries is not good enough,
must improve or else be chopped of the team,
n currently reading 1 piece,
enjoying it wizout a shadow of a doubt

-mazhad-
(status;da bek dr sakit)

p/s; ultrasound n x-ray mendapati ba2 suda teda

SiLeNCe;;;

2010-03-28T21:41:00.005+08:00

aku bukan xska pantai...aku ska pantai!!!

assalamualaikum...

silence.....

nothing hurts more.....or

is it the best answers for everything???...

-subject117-

p/s;aku akan aktif komen n blogging slepas bek sakit ini dan tamat exam

SaKit;;;

2010-03-20T20:39:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...

happy n sad at the same tyme...
setelah berulang alik ke hospital...
2-3x...
diagnos akhir telah dibuat...
penyakit plek2 telah ditolak kemungkinannya...
kerna aku xlagi dmam2...
yg tinggal...
batu dalam buah pingang...
yup...
kidney stone...
skang kt dalam ureter aku...
ambik pain killer...
n several other type of medicine...
5-6 type...
n harapnya kencing kuar batu...
laz but not least...
happy sebab dh tolak kemungkinan len...
xhappy sebab sakit n ada batu...

p/s;tq fren who have been supportive of me...
yang malawat dkat hosp...
yg tanya khabar dkat universiti...
serta yg wish dkat blog...
u r all that kept me alive>ngada2...

A MoNtH...

2010-03-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

truth be told...
i'm sick...
not sick n tired of diz world...
but really sick...
3-4 weeks ago...
i found out...
i have some kind of disease called...
goodpasture's syndrome...>wiki it u'r self
i urinate blood...
goes to the hospital...
diz n dat...
test, scan, biopsy n all,
found out,
dissapointed,
bla2...
2 weeks afterward...
i still am sick...
i smile...
i laugh...
but truth be told...
i'm sick dear friends...
hopefully diz is just temporary...
hope so...
really hope so...

-subject117-

when SKIDS n MUDFLAPS(THE TWINS) fight each other

2010-02-14T22:10:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...

wa br tgk ank buah wa 2 org gado.
dorg kembo seiras 2thn lbey
abg tarik tlinga adek cekau abg
abg tampar prut adek tampar muka abg
pemenangnya...
tiada yg menang
penyelesaian oleh ayahnya
bagi tangan sorg sebelah dekat 2 2 kembo
gigitla 1 sm len kalo xpuas hati sgt
yg syoknya...
budak 2 msg2 xgigit
2 2 cm syg lak 1 sm len
bgs penyelesaian neyh
take note kalo ada anak sniri kembo

p/s:gmbo dorang aku akan upload kmudian...

1 MoNTh BrEaK!!!

2010-02-10T18:22:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

1bulan cuti...
dari segalanya...
except to Allah...
n 2 parents n siblings...
i juz need this rest badly...
k...
da~

-mazhad,subject117-

AlloWance;;;

2010-02-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

allowance is in...
every "jpa" student in my course are possessed...
possessed by the shopping demon...
hope u guys yg dpt scholarship 2 bringt2 sm dgn duet...
n hope u guys enjoy u'r self in Penang...
for me, nk ambek dasar tunggu n lihat korg abez duet...
then glak...hehehe...

-mazhad@suject117-

note jari kaki;4k++ 2 untuk 1semester guys,bukan 1bulan.igt 2.huhu...

p/s;lm x post...bnyk nk ditulis tapi xtertulis...nnt la tulis lagi...sorry all bloggers fwens...really am sorry...

GuD BOy GoEs BaD...

2010-01-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

what will happen when a gud boy goes bad???

p/s;117 is a lovely numbers

-mazhad@subject117-

BAcK WiTH A VEnGeANcE;;;

2010-01-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

sminggu aku skt mata...
aku xgi kuliah...
aku xbuka lap top...
aku x blogging...
starting from 2day onward...
i'm back...
back with vengeance...
hahahaha!!!>glak evil...

bersama neyh aku sertakan result aku sem lpas;

p/s;slamat hr jadi untuk;
abg no 2 aku(madzly>da masuk 32thn pd 4hb january)
awek aku(mazni>da masuk 23thn pd 8hb january)

playing DEAD...

2010-01-03T22:06:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

no matter how hard you try,
you are not dead,
you are just acting dead,
you can fool yourself,
but you ain't fooling me,
i can see right through you,
right through your little scheme,
i have my eyes on you,>with two fingers moving from my eyes to yours
don't you move you little...
yes,i am talking to you,
yes you,
YOU....
please don't sleep while reading my blog,
at least pretend that you are alive,
huhu...

da~

-subject117-

SMS 2 My DaD;;;n EPY NeW YeAR...

2010-01-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

gmbo xda kna mengena>sj nk tarik perhatian

assalamualaikum...

da lm xpost coz been bz lately.baru masuk u blk n all.k.post kali ni nk bicara tntg wang.betapa kami masih menunggu alaun jpa kami...

smentara menunggu 2, aku anto dlu sms kt ayah aku indirectly minta duet>mana leyh direct,xmacho r.guess wat my father sms back to me???

My SMS

Dear Dad,

Univer$ity i$ really great. I am making lot$ of friend$ and $tudying very hard.

With all my $tuff, I $imply can't think of anything I need.

$o if you would like, you can ju$t $end me a card, a$ I would love to hear from you.

Love,

Mazhad.

-- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

Dad's Reply

Dear Son,

I kNOw that phoNOlogy, ecoNOmics, and oceaNOgraphy are eNOugh to keep even an hoNOr student busy.

Do NOt forget that the pursuit of kNOwledge is a NOble task, and you can never study eNOugh.

Love,

Dad.

notasiku; dengan selamber ayah aku jawab NO>bnyk x lak 2 NO dia.cilakak,pandai juga org tua neyh...huhu...

p/s; happy new year 2 all of you that visited my blog this past year.hope my blog can grow bigger n be better next year.

n letter ni aku dapat dlm class tadi waktu blajo aural oral nya subject,xda kna mengena dgn hdp atau mati pun surat neyh k>huhu...

happy new year!!!

LETTING gO...

2009-12-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

freeing
our
mind,
body
and
soul...
=)

assalamualaikum...

have u ever feel of letting go???
letting go what most important 4 u...
juz because u r afraid of making mistake...
afraid of taking chances n risk...

there is a time when i look back...
all i see is regret...
taking chances n risk...
n having to pay 4 it...

hmmm...

life is unfair said someone...
life is a mystery says the other...
what life is...
is what we make of it...
says my heart...

i'm here watching a rainbows right after the rain...
a spectrum of colours...
scientifically speaking...
metaphorically speaking...
rainbows...
it represent my life...
at least it used too...
simple yet colourful...

excuse me for these 2nd rate poem of mine...
i wrote it as an excuse for my failure...
failure to become a better man in time...

with that in mind...
2009, 2010...
i says...
aloha to both of ya'...
for two different reasons...
1 as a goodbye...
another as a hello...
past, present...
hope you guys work together...
for a simple colourful future...
such lovely like the creation of god...
rainbows...
p/s; dear god...
please make my 2010 life as simple n as colourful as them...

-subject117@mazhad-

ThE UgLY TrUTH;;;

2009-12-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

where love is to a gal n a guy???

assalamualaikum...

ni post terakhir atau sbelum terakhir aku kot tahun neyh,
it's been nice dpt blogging tahun neyh,
end blogging diz year wiz a high,
post sbelum neyh dpt komen 20>yg pertama seakan ini,
da la post ada gamba aku,
post yg first gmbo jelas aku,
wat aku lagi smangat nk blogging,>hehe...
aku tgk rmai yg wat mubie ribiew,
3 movie yg xlekang kt blog ialah,
bulan baru(new moon),ninja assasin n avatar,
so aku nk bley blah dgn movie yg lbey contemporary,
nama movie aku ialah tajuk blog neyh,
"the ugly truth">walo da lama kuar...
abang no2 aku bli dvd neyh 2-3hr lpas...
simple enough movie ni ala2,
maid of honor,sweet home alabama,50 first date,
aku enjoy mubie neyh,
mgkin kerna aku btoi2 dat sort of guy,
the hero i mean,
ckp benda btoi,nyakit hati,juga sdikit lucah,
cuma aku juga manusia,
ada hati n perasaan...hehe>aku xjiwang k...
n aku bek gk sbenarnya,
n gal jgnla nk perfect guy ja k!!!>huhu...beri pluang untk org cm aku
nk tau cita???
tgk sniri!!!>1st movie review aku,jgn kutuk lak...

da kbenaran hodoh!!!

-subject117@mazhad-

HoW I ChAnGe???>special edition;100th post

2009-12-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

da post bnyk>da 3 angka...>100
follower da 104...tq kamu semua...
komen dr org yg care biasanya 8org n keatas
at least ada yg bc blog xseberapa neyh
rmai lak nak tahu muka aku cmna
untuk kawan2 aku yg da tahu
jgnlak ngutuk, untuk yg xtahu
ini muka2 aku dr dahulu hngga sekarang...
2jer.bubbye.n tq kerna setia dgn blog sy...
xtahu nak tep pa...
n ini suma hanya gmbar tipu2...
realiti muka makin pecah...huhu...

penghujung tahun 2007

awal tahun 2008

penghujung tahun 2008

awal tahun 2009

pertengahan tahun 2009

penghujung tahun 2009

p/s;kualiti gambar yg mcm haram jgn dipersoalkan.huhu...
n da bc pleazz komen coz bukan tiap hr post blog yg 100th

nota jari kaki kecil;jgn zoom gambo 2>if x nampak muka pecah aku...huhu...da~

-mazhad@subject117-

LiMiT=???

2009-12-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

even if the sky is the limit.go beyond "it".n u will find success...

assalamualaikum n gud mornin...

diz is my 99th posts for diz blog.huhu.an important achievement 4 me although u guys don't care.huhu...

many of my fren had passed this barrier of one hundred post...while me. i take my tym doin it.especially when writtin sumthin on the 99th post.

2day i want 2 talk about limit.just randomly about limit. 1 might argue what is the significance of diz title.4 me.who cares?diz is my blog.i write wut i want when i want.though 4me i always write sumthin worth sharin wiz all my fren...

dlm dunia, semua ada limit,had.even my name got had>mazhad.huhu...i'm used 2 sayin that when i was pretty mad with sum buddy of mine.short tempered person. a guy with a "had" at the end of his name.huhu...

ok2.enough merapu.mksd post neyh.juz plain n simple.kita bw keta ada had limit, kita blajo ada limit, kita lari ada limit slaju mn kita pergi, kita diprovoke ada limit sbelum n many more.

what if...???the limit yg kita pk baek untuk kita for example.kita tahan diri wat sumthin.turn out dat sumthin is a good thing.tapi kita xwat krana kita limitkn diri kita.hnya kerna kita pk mcm2.pk i2 salah,pk kita nk slamat,pk kita btul wat cm2.

diz is a complex post.apa yg sy nk kata.ialah jgn jadikn limit suatu alasan.we can achieve more if we don't limit ourself.sumtym we think dat limitin our self is a good thing but the truth is all we want is to be in our "comfort zone" .walopun comfort zone 2 xslesa mana.huhu...

thinkin logically won't help wiz some matter.think outside the box n never care about wut people say coz u know deep inside your heart there's no limit to sumthin regardin our life n what we can achieve...

-subject 117 dlm post "limit"-

p/s; gi jogging pagi jap,rahsia aku slalu menang lari jarak jauh ialah kerna aku pk xda limit dpt hlg aku.=)>"we are our own worse enemy"

KIsAH SaNg pRia dGn AhLI PuJaNgGA;;;

2009-12-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

1kisah...
1 hr sang pria baru bgn tidur petang
dan nak tidur balik
cuaca amatlah besh untuk tidur
tgh hujan mcm hari neyh
rumate sang pria(ahli pujangga)
kelihatan sedang online
ahli pujangga pula sdg tulis blog
ahli pujangga pun berkata "bangunlah kamu,
dan smayang sebelum kamu disemayangkan"

sang pria terus menoleh ke arah dinding
untuk elak bertemu mata dgn ahli pujangga
dan terus tidur
ahli pujangga terus berkata lagi
"dinding itu tidak boleh lindungi kamu di akhirat kelak
jangan salahkan aku kat akhirat"
sang pria bangun
dan mengadap tingkap dengan muka tension>
sang pria pun tanya sm ahli pujangga
"kul bapa dah???"

ahli pujangga menjawab dgn nada perli
"sekarang telah masuk waktu asar bagi kawasan
penang dan kwsn2 sewak2 dengannya"
sang pria kelihatan sakit hati
sang pria mengapai jam tangannya
sang pria pun berkata"awal lagi neyh"
ahli pujangga membalas
"nak tunggu lewat baru nak smayang kah"

sang pria tunduk dan berkata
"yaya, aku smayang"
ahli pujangga membalas
"jgn kerna aku suruh, biarlah kerna Allah"
sang pria tension lalu menoleh dan berkata
"ya2 kerana Allah" sambil senyum tension
ahli pujangga senyum kembali dan kata
"ni bley wat blog hari neyh nampaknya..."
huhu...
sang pria hilang dari pandangan
seraya pergi mengambil wudhuk...

p/s;kalo rumate korang grak smayang, bgnlah, if x golongan rumate ni pun kna tanggung dosa. dan biarlah kisah sang pria dan ahli pujangga ini menjadi ingatan>xda kna mengena dengan yg hidup ataupun mati.hehe.....yela 2>

*tringat zaman kat institut perguruan dlu n msh hutg komen blog dgn bbrp org

BiRthDAY N FuTuRE;;;

2009-12-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hmm...5hb ialah buzzday sy.da berlalu.sambut dgn ala kadar.umur da 22thn dari segi hr jadi tapi dr segi kalendar thn dpn da 23.huhu...

ada la makan pizza dgn family.abg2 kol wish,kak kt umah wish.parent wish.gf wish...

buzzDAY ke-20.aku da pk pa aku nk capai untuk dr n family.walau suma xdpt kita capai.dgn masa kita wat alteration trhdp plan hdp kita.

what lies ahead is a mystery.while my past is history.what i have today is "present".a give that i should embrace.

23thn.jth bgn seseorg.yang pasti sumanya berlalu pergi.yg tinggal hanya memori atau kenangan...hmmm...huhu...=)

next sem is a new story 4 me.jadual subject aku add drop ada cuti ahad n rabu.ckup ms untuk dr sniri...huhu...dibawah aku kongsi bersama jadual next sem aku...

harap study sem dpn ok n result sem neyh yg bakal kuar gk ok.huhu...2jek...

-subject 117-@mazhad-

KNApA Ekk???

2009-12-05T07:31:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

knapa ekk org ska edit gmbo ha???
mcm gmbo atas neyh...
wa jamin sm lu dia ni mmg lawa n pteh...
awek gua, gua tau la...>yer x ryn?
tapi nk gk dia edit gambo...
mgkn ada sbb musababnya...
nak ltak tanda tangan kot...
kalo gua nya gmbo kata la kna edit>sbb x xencem
tapi gua wat bodo ja xedit...

-yg benar-
subject 117

p/s; hari ni hr jadi aku yg ke-22.huhu...

GiVE Me 5!!!

2009-12-02T17:55:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

k...diz month.theme(tema) sy adalah 5.

1. smbl menaip sy makan makan roti hi-5(roti yg lbey baek)=)

2. sy dr tesl cohort@batch 5

3. kerna 5hb december ialah hr jadi sy.

4. serta lagi 5 post ckupla 100post blog neyh untuk thn neyh.

5. ia juga sempena pameran lima(5) di langkawi
dimana pameran maritim dan udara diadakan bersama>xda kna mengena.hehe...

-mazhad@subject117-

CoOL???hOt???

2009-11-29T18:10:00.000+08:00

hot n cool kah dorg neyh>gmbo hiasan...

assalamualaikum...

coOl???hOt???

i kinda wanna ask u all;
1) a.what is the definition of the words above?
b.does it differ?
2) a.when it is been uttered to a person, what does it mean?
b.when it is uttered to a person, does cool n hot differ?
3)to what extend is somewhat, somehow, someone is considered cool or hot???

i hope i got all of your reply>this should be interesting for me...

>MaRah<>haRaM<

2009-11-26T08:09:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...n gud mornin...

korang pnah rasa marah gler2 x???
mesti x pnah kan???
korang nk tahu???
mesti xnak kan???
k2, korang jgn marah aku...
sbenonya aku xpduli pun...

1cita;;;

dlu aku seorang pemurah
silap, sampai skang pun aku pemurah
LOL~
dlu aku adalah pemarah tegar
slalu marah org
asal salah sket nak marah
ada ja yang aku xpuas hati
walo aku marah
tapi xpnah nak maki
tapi aku pemarah r...
pendek kata "pemar""
panjang kata "pemarah"

fakta;

bla kita marah
kita akan jadi tah papa

1. diri kita stress dan jadi murah
bukan la maksud sales 20% off kat topman
maksud aku kita lebih murah dari;
maknyah kat petaling street
kita akan nampak lmah
walopun kita rasa kita macho
sbenarnya kita ancho waktu 2

2.then muka kita jadi merah
bla muka kita jadi merah truz jadi xencem
untuk yang pteh jadi kaler pink
kalo yg jambu yang pteh2 nampak
kepink guavaan dia
ada gk yg berjerawat
ehemmm~
b4 marah nampak cm permukaan bulan
asal bla marah
nampak cm permukaan planet marikh
dengan kawah2 nya
untuk yang glap n yg koko neh
tok sah la duk marah2 orang
xkan jadi pink pun kamu 2
makin buruk adalah!!!

moral value dan naCheart;

skang xnk marah2 lagi
xnak baran2 lagi
"MaRah 2 haRaM" bla terbalik
xgado terbalik pun tau marah 2 elok
stakat tegur xapa...

jadilah insan yg sabar
walau apa pun org wat
Allah S.W.T maha adil
orang sabar akan diberi ganjaran di kemudian hari
L.P.S(lu pk sniri)...

end~

p/s;slamat raya haji esok.slamat pulg ryn.
n xlupa tahniah pd misz ayuni kerna da smpai post ke-100

STiaP PaGI;;;CuTiKU

2009-11-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

basically, apa aku wat pagi2 ialah...
of coz bgn dan alami neyh>rujuk bawah;

klik pada gmbo untuk resolusi lbey tinggi

yg tulisan merah 2.
hehe...
kmudian aku akan mencari jam
n plg penting spek mata aku
kalo xda spek xtau la cna hdp
lpak jap atas tilam termenung ms lampau
bgn smayang
abez smayang aku tido balik...

p/s;bohsan gla kehidupan,
wat kputusan esok akan berbeza
esok mau g umah kawan bek(afif) n otw mau beli lense
g sembg2 smbl pekena kopi mak afif
goreng pisang beli otw g umah dia lah

KePuTuSaN UPSR;

2009-11-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

pemegang mohor besar raja2 umum kputusan upsr kuar semalam
ada la 2 3 org dlm family aku yg ambik
anak spupu n adek abg ipar aku 22 dpt 5A
bgs2
tringat masa aku da ambek dlu
huhu...
aku hdp neyh result ala kadar bley blah ja
UPSR 5A,PMR 8A,SPM 6A 3B 1C(fizik>hehe)
MUET band5
tuhan bagi rezeki untuk aku kecapi
kcuali kantoi kat matrix
kita suma pnah kantoi kan
kan???kan???>mahu sokongan
anyhow aku da abez exam sem neyh
aku sungguh kantoi 1paper
baki quite ok!!!
ingt lak sem lpas2
aku dapat 3.33>mak aku tanya mana A nya?
coz aku dapat suma B+
pas2 sem lpas aku dapat mcm dibawah;

n then korang tau mak aku tanya pa
mana A nya???
hmm...
pd mak aku A- dan A adalah 2kturunan suku sakat berbeza
so sem neyh harap ada A...
n xda lagi truk dari B+...
kita sama2 tgk december neyh...

-end,gudnite-

p/s;tahniah kat lutfi n adik abg ipar aku(usu) kerna berjaya melalui UPSR i2 dgn baek
n klik pada gambo untk resolusi lebih baik...

BuAH2 hATI SaYa;;;

2009-11-18T18:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ini post yg terlalu amat istimewa
post tentang buah2 hati saya
huhu...
anak saudara yg memang lawak
memang bez...
n untuk pengetahuan korang
dorang kembo lelaki
ku elham(elam)...abg
ku elyas(elas)...adek
gmbo latest dorang
hope korang enjoy...

name; elam
nickname; si gemuk
hobi; makan
post gmbo paling popular; mesti muka blur

name; elas
nickname; si adek
hobi; gigit org
post gmbo paling popular; ketap gigi

note;bla digabungkan

together they are strong
together they are unbreakable
mcm cohort 5 nya motto lak
hehe...

end~

I Go oLD SkEwL;;;

2009-11-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

gmbo hiasan...

assalamualaikum...

after a while being bz;
now i'm free...
org tnya...
wut kind of guy i am???
xnk cita yg typical...
nk sentuh 1isu ja...
i'm old skewl type of guy...
2jer...

bukti;
da frenster tapi xpnah log in skian lama,
ada facebook tapi ada 3 kawan ja>xtau guna pun,
ada twitter>ada 1 ja kawan,awie,
ada groupbox>guna wat baca komik ja,
n kawan2 aku suma tau aku dgn teknologi cmna,
i juz sucks at high tech stuff...

pengecualian;
hanya 1 iaitu blog,
sbb tmpt ni jiwa aku,
luahan rasa aku,
bukan tmpt ngutuk cari gado atau papa,
tmpt untuk aku menaip pa aku lalui...
aku xrasa aku miss out on anything
being an old school type of guy
2ja untuk post kali ni...

p/s;aku sgt99 suka masak...aku suka cmpur bahan2 untuk masak.huhu...kes ska masak neh len kali la aku cita.hahahaha>gelak besau....

10 ThINGs I hAtE AbOUt U;;;

2009-11-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

post tntg 10 benda aku plg benci dlm diri seseorang("dia"). post neyh da lama berada dalam draft...tq photoshop...

trimalah;

10 ThINGs I hAtE AbOUt U;

-subject117-

GeNDer BiAS;;;mY PeRsPEcTiVE...

2009-11-06T17:51:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

untuk suma kawan wanita
mula2 ucap siap2...
"i'm sorry"(budget cm raja xlawak amir)
kot2 ada yang trasa n makan dalam(makan kat cafe institut)
aku slalu dengo kaum wanita ckp
gender bias!!!
lelaki jahat, xadil, menindas...
LOL~
1 soalan
pompuan bek, adil n xmenindas kah???
rambut sama hitam(2pun xsama sgt skunk)
hati sapa tahu
ckp tgk kiri tgk kanan dlu
kmudian baru melintas
silap, kmudian baru ckp...

zaman sekarang;

realitinya perempuan bagi banyak hujah
trutama perempuan omputeh
"feminist" lah kata kan...

fakta;

lelaki yang sbenarnya banyak mengalah...
malah ditindas
cuma kami diam
xda diantara kami nk jadi maskulinist!!!
memang kami "hot" tapi kami gk "cool"
2 abaikan ja

bukit-bukitnya(bukti-buktinya) lelaki diam jek;

1.pnah dengo serangga orang panggil...
"lady bird"
pnah x korang pk yg lady bird jantan org panggil pa???
yg pasti bukan "man bird" kan
asal ckp ja "man bird"
kata laki lucah, n ada yang tersenyum diluar sana

2.xckup dgn serangga, sayur lak!!!
ada la sayur neyh
omputeh panggil "ladies fingger"
ska aku makan ladies fingger
walo aku bukan karnivor
kalo ltak "gentlemen finggers" xley ka???
tahula jari kami kasar coz men gitar n korek hidung...
tapi jgnlah "bias"

3.laki-lucky(lelaki) ni ckup bek sbenarnya...
asal pompuan ckp ja nk gna nama "men" laki bagi
ada dalam "women"
xckup dengan 2
malah "menstrual cycle" pun ada "men" gk
nk guna bley, tapi berpada-padalah
smpai dlm istilah period pun nk guna...

kesimpulan dan konklusi;

jgnla kata laki i2 ini i3 ini...
"laki pun ada perasaan walo slalu prasan"
sm ja laki perempuan, manusia gk
nk jadi manusia kna melalui lelaki n perempuan
pengecualian hanya pada Nabi Isa a.s.
n bersyukurlah dengan jantina yang tuhan beri
syokla dengan org berlainan jantina
jangan jadi "homo" lak
xelok untuk kecheartan dan berdosa tau...
nk tido ptg dlu...ltey gla...

end~

-entri lama waktu mula blogging,
yg xda org komen, saja letak tgk reaksi korg=)-

G3d LuCK!!!

2009-11-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

esok exam phonetic.atas tu aku tulis gud luck ka get luck pun aku xtau.

anyway harap aku dapat dapat jawab esok despite carry mark sem neh yg xbrapa elok.huhu...

2 all my fren gudluck exam.

n akan kembali berblogging pas 8hb(tarikh tamat exam)...

u guys take care...

-mazhad/subject117-

EnTrY SpEciAL WaT KaWaN BaEK GuA;;;

2009-10-22T17:52:00.012+08:00

afif, 1 dari tengah

Gmbar ni gua ambek guna DSLR NORKIAH gua, bli dari Taiwan

assalamualaikum...

k. gua ada lagi 1 assignment laz.
so xda pa lagi nk dibingungkan.
except 4 study lah.
k, enuf about gua.

ni about kawan baek gua.
lu org suma ada kawan baek kan?
gua ada 3, bruntung siot gua.
kerap gk nama dorg muncul kat blog neh.
tapi x pnah gua ltak gmbo dorg
gua bukan gay nak krap nak post gmbo dorg

relax2, dorg bukan imaginary fren gua
dorg wujud. seqies...
malah pada 20.10 2009 hari 2
hari jadi ke-22 salah sorg kawan baek gua.
dah besaq panjang pun>apa yg besaq?apa yang p a n j a n g ?
itu yang kita nk tau...
dia duduk dkat dgn umah gua(g-teqa)
tapi dia blajaq nun jauh di UIA Kuantan

gua bukan nak cakap macam mana
kawan baek gua neh ramah gla
ramai kawan dari serata pelusuk alam
kecuali alam baka dan alam ghaib
kalo dia ada gak gua xtau la
dia xpnah cita plak

gua beruntung la coz dia neh
kawan setia xtikam blakang
susah senang gua dia dengo dan kongsi
dia nasihat gua banyak benda
ada gua ikut>slamat gua
ada gua xikut>malang keatas gua

mak gua kata dia paling encem
antara semua kawan2 baek gua
muka bersih xwat dosa
bak kata mak gua lah
gua tanya mak gua
abeh 2 gua xencem ka antara kwn2 baek gua?
mak gua kata lu bley la takat no 2
tu pun sebab org len suma no 1>mak gua pekena gua

k, mrapu, mrapu gak...
gua terlewat publish entri ni 2hr
xpnah tulis lu gua>hari ni knalah
coz takut kawan bek gua baca
duk bersayang2 plak
dia geli muntah lak satgi

niway, slamat hari jadi
afif abdul halim
tulus eclass dari pada gua
n sori lambat bro
gua konpius hari jadi lu dgn itik
mangkaq sket gua skang neh
mangkuk xsgt
bz dgn assigment sbelum2 neh
2ja.sudah2 la no...

atas gmbo awie(dari kanan) dengan itik(nazmi-dari blakg tengah)

DSLR Taiwan. LENSA Siam mari
kalo lu org degil nak zoom gk
gua ucap kt lu org silakanlah

-mazhad(turut mewakili itik ngan awie yg mungkin xucap kerna mahu berlagak macho dan kacak tapi sbenaqnya x)-

p/s; gmbo ni gua ambek tym raya,
entri xda kaler2 no
n da sminggu gua selesema truk
ksian gua...

No NeEd 2 ShOW tHaT I'm HaPPY CoZ i'm NoT...

2009-10-17T19:50:00.007+08:00

kanan; contoh popular org hipokrit dlm dunia neh
kiri; budak yg melambangkan aku

assalamualaikum...

Hippocrates reign supreme in this world.
the question is are we 1 of them?
well the answer is yes we are...

the real question is to what extend our hypocrisy goes?
that... hmm...
the answer is between us and god...

-subject117,-

p/s; no need 2 show that i'm happy coz...well...i'm not...
as to why i'm not happy?
it's for me 2 know n for u not 2 even bother asking!!!

FutSAL iS KiLLin Me;;;

2009-10-12T17:06:00.005+08:00

me trying to look handsome with the ball

assalamualaikum...

suma rumate kuar wat hal dorg. tggl la aku kat bilik wat hal aku. 3 kali men futsal dalam 10hr. wow. i'm nearly dead. becoz of my ankle n my knee cap injury, now i'm staying in my room.

not dat i'm whining over on diz blog. futsal used to be my life. i highlighted "used to". i'm not the most sound n perfect footballer(futsaller) out there. but i have my trade.

i'm i'm 58kg, 171cm. i'm the "patrice evra" on my team my team mates use to say. i'm not the biggest but i make up for it in my athletic abilities.

i run a miracle length even when i'm tired. i can out jump people higher than me. i'm a robust tackling machine.

i dare said i'm among the fastest and fittest in my team if not the fastest and fittest.

my main weaknest is my shooting prowess. hahaha...everybody on my team know that.

i'm a right back by trade. a brute and quite a technical right back.

n i used to have some disciplines problems over the years. involve in 3 fight and won medal for 2@3 times in futsal with my team.

i also have couple of individual medal in long distance running(3 to be exact).

but now come to think of it. i'm had not been labeled the bad boy of "total 789" for quite some time. performance wise, i improve greatly in 3 years. but i'm missing "something" in futsal.

i'm missing the love of the games, the passion... hmm...

may be i commit tackle on people here n there in every game. n may be we've beaten the light of kumbang fc, oper's friend from poly techniques and cohort 4 in the laz 3 games.

again, may be the score line is 20-4, 16-5 and 11-7 in the course of one 1hours match. but the truth is. little by little i'm losing the thrill of beating people one on one on the by line.

i'm losing the sense of excitement when i play. in reality i want to win in every match. i give over 100% percent in every games. but i don't get the lauded applause from my team mates.

i think i deserve some appreciation. i'm not the type who boast on what i do. i do what i do best and i don't like people commenting on how i play the games(especially my team mates)

but i would like some sense of belonging in a team where i joined late. only quite a few i dare said care for my well being n my feeling.

yes, we are a group of guys playing a game(we have our ego). we all shared the same goal. we all wanted to win. but i think i have given more than my fair share of work rate in "total 789" progression.

if people said that they do not miss my absentees, may be it's time to stop playing the game. as the games slowly killing me from the inside.

as the old saying said "don't hate the player, hate the games". i love all my friend and team mates. never hated n hold grudges against any of them.

but i feared the game does more harm than good to me during this time frame.

to bezek(our own captain fantastic), nuga(our lightning accurate striker), junk(our brave-heart shot stopper), aji(our most versatile player), oper(my one n only partner in crime in defense), paan(our super999 bench warmer), weng2(our lefty n creator of goal) n zul(our newest addition with killer pass)

our first medal (2nd placed)

i owe u guys a load of thanks n debt as u guys always keep believing in me even though i'm down on the ground with discipline n relationship problems.

again, i owe u guys the world but i need time to rest. for a while...

p/s; we play great in all the games. but "kosmo" or "metro" 2nd@3rd round is what we as a team need. in order to achieve that. i hope we can change our training method n listen well to 1 another. respect is the essence of success...

sorry again...

-subject117@mazhad-

ThE MyStERIOuS ChROnIcLe Of 117;;;

2009-10-09T10:37:00.010+08:00

assalamualaikum...

after putting my thought on when the last time i had written in English. i come to a conclusion that it has been a while.huhu...

my post here and today would be simple>not true&stop reading if u're not interested. this i promise u. it's about the mystery of behind the numbers 117.

"why this number is important to me???">monolog

it's not merely numbers for me. it's not about luck nor about superstitious believe that this numbers having some kind of powers. i have long goes beyond that believe >me being not 2 stupid

it started when i was young. things that intrigue me the most is the believe that something is out there, aliens, UFOs and stuff.

up until now, the outer space seems to be a mystery for me...(not just me but the entire world i guess)

i like 2 things when i was small that is the truth behind flying@aviation crap and what is in the outer space(black holes, planets, stars, the milky ways n the universe)

i'm small. lack of intelligence n resource on my behalf back then cannot be avoided. i watch television series and i come across 1 that i like the most. 1 about the outer space n the alien invasion.

it is call the 1st wave. in this series a guy(goes by the name cade foster) get up from an experiment by the aliens n try to stop the alien invasion with the help of his acquaintance eddie and joshua(an alien himself)

the story that i follow during my early years

u can wiki it if u don't believe me. huhu... in the story it is revealed that cade foster(the hero) is the number 117th experiments or also known as subject 117.

little that i know that the numbers will follow me everywhere to anywhere>then some scary music follow this statement,huhu...

then i comes to remember. when i live in Sungai Petani(SP), i live on the 117th street, taman ria, house number 3317.

when i went to sek. men. jitra, i found out that i replace some guy for the 117 spot as form 1 student. i still have the proof as when i change school. my certificate wrote down my student number as being 117.

wow...as it that is not enough. this number follow me up untill this day. not that i'm complaining. i'm not a believer in such stupid thing.

example, last Thursday, i sleep n chat in the entire physical education class. n when i decided to look, it is "madinah" presenting. for u'r info madinah matric numbers is 192117.

then i said here we goes again. that same day phonetic class reach page 117 (Dr. Lee class). He open some video about some guy name Gareth Gates and his "pop idol" interview comes out. his number being 1175.

when i was going back.i walk by to go praying. i like to pray at the faculty compared to my room. then i look at my left. there's a lecturer room.

guess what. the number of her room is 117...

coincidence often happen but this numbers. it usually appear when something happen...

but this number; i can assured u, meant the world to me up until today. beside all those event... the number brings me plenty of memories. fun memory...

-SubJeCT117-

p/s; post ni telah tertangguh publishnya agk lm. coz edit. post pnting untuk aku. so tymline agk lari. nk gi mandi jap...ltey gla effect men futsal 2mlm lpas.>lalala...nyanyi lagu lenka...

LoVe LoST r/SHIP;;;

2009-10-08T01:54:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum...

little thought from me 2 u all...

If you love something,
let it go.

If it comes back to you,
its yours forever.
If it doesn't,
then it was never meant to be...

Love is never wanting to lose faith,
never wanting to give up,
and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying...
in the deepest part of what's left of your heart
that they feel the same.

Some of the greater things in life are unseen
that's why you close your eyes
when you kiss, cry, or dream...

p/s; gudnite then from me...

-SuBjEcT117-

PoST 1st UnTuK BuLAN NeYH

2009-10-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

da 1week xpost papa, xcomment kt sp2. hjg miggu neyh mgkin post lagi 1 kot n start commenting. ini muqadimah bulan neyh jer. lagu yg aku suka...

Acha Septriasa - Sampai Menutup Mata lyrics

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau asa
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

Reff: aku tak mudah mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

Repeat reff

-end, bye(ltey, rhat jap)-

MErEKa 3 MeMaHAMi; ALwAYZ...

2009-09-21T01:27:00.005+08:00

gmbo hiasan>bunga neyh mudah didapati dkat pagar umah aku, 2dijadikan model...

assalamualaikum...

MALAM NI...
AKU TERMENUNG...
APA ITU CINTA???
AKU TERJAGA DARI LAMUNAN...
huarghhh>menguap...
hmm...

sbelum apa2...
aku nak ucap...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA KE-2...
duk umah ja lepak...
aku nk dan mesti...
PERGI JUMPA KAWAN2 BAEK aku...
1. dorg pasti dapat membantu...
2. hanya dorg faham...
pa yg sbenar benarnya ada dalam hati ni...
plek tapi benar 2 penyataan diatas ni...>
AWIE, ITIK & AFIF...
AKU DATANG NEYH!!!

-end-

SLaMaT HARi RaYA;;;

2009-09-19T18:20:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

saya...
Ku Mazhad Bin Ku Yahya
dan Keluarga
Ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Dengan ucapan;
Tahun ni sm2 la kita gi smayang raya
Boleh jumpa sy di Masjid
da 3tahun x gi>alasan xda baju mlayu
dan majulah sukan untuk negara
hahahaha
maaf zahir batin...
kepada semua
kawan2 blogger,
kawan2 cohort5,
kawan2 sepermainan
yang ada mengenali aku...
thank you...

-end-

YiN n YaNG of LIFE;;;

2009-09-18T01:10:00.008+08:00

gmbo hiasan;
2x aku dapat mimpi tentang keseimbangan alam...ptg n malam
dlm mimpi 2...ada makhluk gtau aku xgado risau
kerna Allah S.W.T Maha Adil

assalamualaikum
yin n yang of life;;;
what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down

hmmm...
aku terjaga dan bingkas bangun
kehidupan ini tak sentiasa indah.....
ku sangka panas hingga ke petang..
rupanya hujan di tengah hari...

malam kuberselimut
menjangkakan kesejukan
rupa2nya berakhir dengan...
bermandi peluh kerna mimpi
yg penuh tanda tanya...

aku dan diriku
diriku dan dirimu
aku, dirimu dan memori menjadikan
"kita"
lalu menggaris2 perkataan kita>

-mazhad@subject117-

p/s; mimpi jumpa makhluk pelik dlm alam pelik yg gtau benda pelik...
moral value; basuh kaki xkira tido ptg or mlm...

CaNNot GO:::xBLeY BLaH

2009-09-13T16:40:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

skadar entri yg aku dpt tym usha2...
haha...
nk tido...
tapi post dlu sbelum tido...
ini kisah seorg insan...
sayang gila kat ex dia...
tapi ex dia xhargai...>dh nama pun ex
haha...
so dia tekad mencari "laila" atau "malam" itu
malam "laila tul qadar"
dan dia kata kalo dapat ini doanya...
aku pun baca lalu ketawa...
huahua...
bukan kerna aku jahat...
tapi kerna doanya berbunyi...

"Ya Allah, kalau dia memang jodohku,
Jodohkanlah...
Tapi kalau bukan jodohku,
Jodohkanlah jugak...
Jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku,
Maka jadikanlah kami jodoh...
Kalau dia bukan jodohku,
Jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain,
Selain aku...
Kalau dia tidak bisa di jodohkan denganku,
Jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain,
Biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti diriku...
Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh,
Jodohkanlah kami kembali...
Kalau dia jodoh orang lain,
Putuskanlah!
Jodohkanlah dengan ku...
Jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain,
Biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu
Dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia dengan ku...
Amin"

cayala sm lu bro...firm believer...untuk bro ni aku doakan dia...

notakaki; aku masih ketawa walo dh ber kali2 membaca entry ini. n aku bnar2 hrp doa dia termkbul. lol~,

notakaki lagi; pnah x korg korek taek hidung untuk berbuka puasa, gmbo hiasan>aku pnah wk2 dlm bas tym xda makanan, jgn cita kt org(darurat,lambat berbuka maka berdosa)hehe.bye...

TErBAeK DaRi PENCIPTA;;;

2009-09-10T14:19:00.014+08:00

assalamualaikum...

nota kepala; satu coretan buat PENCIPTA di bulan puasa...

aku minta pada TUHAN setangkai bunga segar,
DIA beri ku sekuntum kaktus berduri
aku minta pada TUHAN seekor kupu2
diberikan kepadaku ulat bulu
aku sedih dan kecewa
namun kemudian
aku sedar
kaktus itu berbunga
owh indah sekali bunganya
dan ulat itu
ia menjadi rama-rama yang sgt cantik
itulah jalan TUHAN
indah pada masaNYA
TUHAN tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan
tetapi DIA memberi apa yg kita perlukan
kadang2 kita sedih dan kecewa
tetapi nun jauh dia atas sana
DIA sedang mengatur yg trbaik dlm khidupan kita...

Ingatlah...
Jika ALLAH cepat makbulkan doamu
DIA menyayangimu
Jika ALLAH lambat makbulkan doamu
DIA sedang mengujimu
Tetapi...
Jika ALLAH tidak makbulkan doamu
bermakna DIA merancang sesuatu
yang lebih baik untukmu...

-end, slamat berbuka -

notakaki lak; minta maaf kat lan evo, sy arief, prasasti puteri dan len2 coz xkomen kat blog korg. baca tapi xkomen. malam ni akan komen. huhu... tq korg coz follow n support blog neh.

HoPe:::sempena ramadhan

2009-09-08T10:28:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum...>pagi yg indah...duk dalam selimut...

1st;

"tough time don't last, tough people do".i2lah yg aku nampak dkat locker aku wak2 aku form 5. wk2 2 aku pk aku ni seorg yg bodoh walopun aku dkat mrsm beseri.

aku xlah pandai kimia n fizik. tapi aku usaha yg termampu. masa berlalu. kata2 yg aku tgk kat locker 2 kembali aku pegang skang.

aku termenung sendirian. aku kadang2 terpk macam mana hidup aku bley take a turn dr besh sampai become mcm neyh. aku enjoy wak2 dgn kawan2 bek dlu...lari dgn happynye>

xda komitmen. assignment mahupun relationship. tapi dgn usia datangnya tanggungjawab. xbley lari dr kematangan.

skang juz bz. nk tido petang pun jrg2. aku berpk lagi. mgkn aku xnampak silver lining disebalik suma neh. kata org nampaknya pelangi selepas hujan. yup...

1lagi;

"what goes around comes around" ialah 1lagi kata2 yg aku pegang. aku cy hidup macam 2. kalo kita leka. kita akan dihukum.mgkn x hari neh. tapi esok2.

coz dlu aku laen...sgt2.skang aku da brubah. at least some of it. 4 da bez. harap ramadhan ni bawa sinar dalam hidup aku.

mgkn juga bawa lailatulqadar>eja betoi x?. atau mgkn juz dapat qatam@abezkan Quran yg tggl dalam 90m/s ja lagi>sgt happy dgn pencapaian sniri...

hmm...apa aku nk ckp. "even the word HOPEless has HOPE in it" so aku patut tgk everything on another perspective. n look at the bright side of lyfe.

also percaya dgn pa aku lihat. sign n everythin... yg ada dlm kehidupan aku. kita merancang tuhan menentukan.

1yg last;

ku harapkan kan ramadhan kali ini penuh makna
agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna...
selangkah, 2langkah, 3langkah>banyak dah langkah neh

"onionhead cakap "go x2 chaiyok!!!" mazhad>

-end, harap nehbertukar menjadi ni> -

September SAYA...

2009-09-04T14:37:00.009+08:00

1st n foremost; rindu mereka ini...xsabar untuk raya...

assalamualaikum...

C2aC:ustaz tgh baca Al-Quran>aku dh baca sbelum g jumaat,paan tgh tido.katanya ngantuk, nik mcm besa tiada di bilik, aku tgh menulis blog.

latar belaKANG;kedengaran bunyi motor dipanaskan>bukan yg ltak tgh panas tapi yg enjin dipanaskan 2.

HARAPan;untuk bulan neh. bulan september aku nak mulakan dengan post lagu yg aku bnar2 amat sukai di matrix dlu. lagu 2 xlen xbukan merupakan pemenang AJL 19. tringat pasal lagu neyh. so dunload kat Ares.

lagunya berbunyi...>bersarikata seperti berikut;

Lagu; Relaku pujuk

Oleh; Sekumpulan Labah2

Ku dikejar bayang bayang resah
Bila hatimu masih tak berubah
Enggan di punya dan di penjara
Belaian cintaku ini

Aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
Bisa menyambar walau ku di tolak
Biar diuji kanan dan kiri
Kau kan tetap ku miliki

Tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
Kalimah cintamu yang ku tunggu-tunggu
Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu rela ku pujuk

Janganlah kau salahkan aku
Terus memburu menawan cintamu
Daku percaya sedikit masa
Kau kecundang akhirnya

Usahlah kau bersedih di hadapanmu aku hadir
Memadam resah dan curiga dari hatimu oh
Apakah kali ini bisa kau tolak dan berlari
Setelah aku menanamkan azimatku...

end,>nk gi tido jap, pning~

p/s; lagu neh bawa makna banyak untuk aku.still does carry a lot of meanning to me up untill this day.

better DAYDREAMIN at noon than to have NIGHTMARES at nite;;;

2009-08-31T01:56:00.002+08:00

which is better?nightmares or daydreams?>easy answer

assalamualaikum...

org kata kalo berangan ni xkemana pun. org kata jgn bermimpi di siang hari. welll, the hell wiz wut other people says.

4me "better day dreamin at noon than to have nitemares at nite". as 2 y i author such things. i have experience something that goes by that saying.

lebih baik kita merancang, berangan atau wut ever u want to call it. coz takut kita later akan ada regret atau dapat nitemares at nite.

biarlah org ketawakan kita merancang. tapi kita merancang n tuhan menentukan. sediakan payung sebelum hujan, panas terik atau wutever. akibat xsediakan payung sbelum hujan>.nk guna xnk gna ikut ska. n improvisation sure won't hurt.

sy slalu rancang kehidupan sy. sy tau pa sy nk dalam kehidupan. biasanya, atau lebih tepat lagi sudah smestinya god comes 1st, than family 2nd 4 sure.

sy xnk gagal lagi. xnk tgk mak nangis 4 all da wrong reasons n it's all becoz of me. sy bukan jenis dapat wat 2 keja serentak. jika sy nak sumthin. dapatkan i2 dlu. kmudian br dapatkan yg len.

sy insan lemah. sy kcewakan banyak org kerana sikap sy yg xmatang dlu. apa sy minta. hanya peluang pertama, kedua, ketiga atau sebanyak mana pun. kerana Allah pun maafkan hambanya. apa lagi kita manusia. kna la saling memaafkan>.

tapi 2 xpnah hlg sy dari merancang. walopun pnah sy kcewa dgn dr sniri n nyesal tntg sumthin2>ajo sy sy suh bersedia 4 every possibilities...

xlama lagi raya. then thn dpn raya lagi. thn2 dpn raya. entah brapa raya lagi sy dapat hidup. sy juz nk gtau. ya, sy merancang mcm2 dlm hidup. xsuma tercapai. tapi at least sy rancang. xnk ada rasa penyesalan lagi dikemudian hari.

dengan post ni i want 2 conclude;;;

"better DAYDREAMIN at noon than to have NITEMARES at nite"

n sbelum korg blah nk day dream ka nk nitemares ka.aku nk korg pk tntg pa mksd tersirat tulisan dlm gmbo neyh>xda kna mengena dengan artikel;;;

-end,>xda nitemares, sleeps like a baby-

p/s; post special untuk hari merdeka(31st August)...hari yg ckup bermakna untuk saya...